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Oh black sun Oh how far you’ve sunk To which corner have you run

The stars reject you casting curtains over blinded by eternal night no helping hand no path to light

Oh dejected black sun Lost child Nowhere to run Knowing only cold embrace

Never to raise your head again Seeking delusion and insanity A plea unacknowledged A scream into the black sea

Knowing not of warmth Averting from glimpse of light Removing your curtain Yet covering your eyes Remaining in the dark of your own accord Embracing eternal night

Oh eternal night Why do you blind him so What have you done to my sun

Once proud tree

Felled with none the wiser

Because you feign to seem

As what you cannot be

Once proud tree

Oh why must you hope

Sink into delusion

As in your thoughts you mope

Once proud tree

One day you’ll met your end

For none are on your side

No crutch to call a friend

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I’m probably gonna end up killing myself once I save up enough to buy a gun / I haven’t been suicidal for a long time and I’m still not suicidal / I’m too lazy to continue living / the more I think about the future the less I look forward to it / so much hassle and not enough reward

was getting very angry at myself for being to scared to cut deep / reached fat for the first time ever / so happy I might let the blood pool while I sleep