hypernova911

This is probably something you've seen and read a million times, but I'm still going to ask as I haven't found an answer that works. I do the bare minimum to keep up with my peers, if I don't have anyone to impress or get validation from then I don't see the point in doing it. I want to accomplish great things whether that be through gaming achievements, art, or a job. But left to my own devices I'd just watch youtube all day and read manga. It's a major problem now as a friend group I was apart of collapsed and I'm left feeling alone. I can go looking for another group and I have been doing that but part of me feels like I should find a reason to do thing for me instead for impressing other

When I say zealous I mean a follower who believes in the idea of their god and not just their power. Who idolizes what they represent and can articulate a cohesive argument for their belief.