jesuswithwings

I'm a quiet guy IRL, But I could talk for hours online. I have interests in so many different things that its easy for me to relate to others, I just lack so much in finding others to talk too or converse with.

I live in the far countryside of victoria, australia. I have always loved and been a country person, although I do enjoy temp stays in the city. I am more of an introvert so the busy city can overwhelm me.

I spend most my time gaming, reading, or doing things on reddit such as /whereisthis (where you locate where images were taken)
I grew up loving basically all things tech which has resulted in me being quite the nerdy type

Love looking at maps, searching for things or just gen

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Hola, long time solver, but this one got me unsure.

In the documentary - The Mole - Which follows a mole, and an investor who were able to convince DPRK officials they were intending to assist with DPRKs sanction evading effor

I wish I could talk more about my situation right now, but imagine you are stuck in a rental with a brother who just wants to drink his mind numb, to the point he blackout and ends up ripping half the house apart, bursts into your room, threatens to kill you constantly, destroys his or my own items (my PC was the last thing that copped it)

To the point if I know he is drinking, it's like I'm frozen in my room all night, listening out, wondering is that noise him about to go apeshit crazy, or awaiting him just randomly appearing at my door to go from upset about something to blacked out insane.

Last night for example, before he even started drinking for the night, the moment I found out he

Well, it's my 30 in the next few days.

How shall I spend it? Well, I don't know anyone IRL. I don't know a single person, or speak to anyone in my family. I have my brother. About it. But our relationship is rocky. I'm not expecting any gifts or anything beyond happy birthday from him. I'll most likely stay up all night of my birthday, planning and hoping something might pop up for me to do or get. But, in the end I can already forecast it will be stay up all night, sleep all day, wake up late and watch the hours tick away until the one day of the year I beg to have a blessing, fades away for another year. I just wish I could wake up and not worry is $4 I'm spending now going to fuck me

Life is just painful sometimes. All I can do is sit and watch it go by. I have done all I can, I have given today my best. But I still feel like I can or should do more.

My brain never switches off, I don't enjoy entertaining things as I once did. I just am stuck in fight mode. I just want to fix everything and make sure everything is sorted. The times I can't eats me. Like I haven't done enough, like I should hate myself for not trying more. I dunno. No one will read or see this so I also have the feeling of just discarding this. Why do I bother

Host claimed hours after the drop off, that on his way to fuel the vehicle he got a flat tyre. He has started the claim process against me. Things I note.

He has driven the car hours after we did the walk around drop off, photos, and confirming in app before I left.

He has then driven the car (an unknown amount of times/distance/location)

Looking at the drop off photos, the wheels are clean and free of dust or debris.

Looking at his claim photo the wheel is obviously dirty, and has been driven off paved roads. (In the photo is parked in a loose gravel area)

I just did multiple days driving, nearly a thousand kilometres, the day I dropped it off alone I drove 220km from my city to

Rented a car via turo aus as I had to move out of my mother's place, she invited me to stay due to issues with my cotenant. She has gone missing and I had to leave due to her being evicted, with the amount of stuff needed to be removed I had to rent a car and drive everything 250km east to my original property On the return today I'm realising I probably don't have enough to keep it full upon returning.

Used fuel calculators and tried to preplan as much as I could, I left money aside and feel like an absolute idiot as I now have nothing left and barely 3 quarters of the gauge filled. I'm not sure what to do from here.