I know it sounds bad, but please read the whole post!
There's a lot more to it, but I am very in love with my boyfriend who is nothing but amazing. Yet, recently I haven't treated him the way he deserves to be treated and find myself to be very emotionally abusive when it comes to our arguments. (Gas-lighting, sometimes giving the cold shoulder, outburts, etc.) But throughout our relationship, I have improved massively but feel this might not be enough.
Our most recent argument was over his lady friend he gets along with that I get insanely jealous of and upset whenever he would bring her up. I don't stop them from hanging out, but he can tell I'm very upset when he leaves to hang out wi
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