Everytime I meet someone new, I can have a great time with them for the first 4-5 months but after that I just start getting irritated by their presence and everything they say/do. It’s like I never liked them at all. Just thinking about seeing them at school puts me in a bad mood because I don’t wanna be around them.
And sure I can tell them this but then I’ll look like a horrible person because they haven’t done anything wrong but in my mind they are the most annoying person ever. This is why I can’t maintain any friendships