macarattack

u/macarattack






r/offmychest•

I'm sad about a lot of things, but at this moment I just made myself very sad by just playing a little improv on my piano. I really don't express my deeper emotions as much in my regular lifestyle, but I do when playing piano. Sometimes I play because I'm happy, more when I'm inspired by something, and most times I play because I feel butterflies in my chest. But when I play because I'm sad, it REALLY means I'm hurt way down inside...

I was actually playing earlier because I had the butterflies and man was I thinking of someone.. Then I randomly started a small improv and my heart dropped from the clouds.

I imagined myself being alone in the moment I was in. *Why did my entire life bring

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r/offmychest•

Tldr; This post is about my pathetic love for my crush.

I've liked you for 5 years. 5.. years..... that's a long time. Every one of the friends we share know it. I'm really just wondering if you know it, or at least got a hint of the things I did for you, the things I offered you, the things I tolorated......... the things I've changed for you... Do you notice?

And if you do.. my greatest fear is that all these sacrifices for you.. annoyed you. I really don't mean to put you down when I try to correct you on something. I really don't mean to hurt your feelings when I joke about you or anyone else. I really just wanted to help... to be funny to you... to see if you'd like me for who I am...

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