I never should have been on subs to begin with, or if I was it should've been a short term taper. I was never addicted to traditional opiates but was self-medicating my ADHD with kratom for about 3 years. By the end I was taking 2-3 oz a day with very typical addict behavior. Stealing my girlfriend's card when I was in withdrawal, etc. (For the record the wd's were abysmal, I thought I was being a pussy when I went to rehab but from everyone I talked to it seemed like I was indeed going through standard opiate withdrawal, be careful with kratom friends.) I tried to cold turkey subs after being on them for 2 or 3 months and that was horrible too and I ended up going back to the clinic. 2 year
Looking for PS2 and/or older PC games (my laptop is trash and struggles to even emulate PSP games occasionally, no dedicated graphics, i3, 6gb ram. Yay being poor lol)
But yeah anything action rpg with a satisfying combat system and at least mild customization. I've been watching streams of people playing FF7 Remake, Nier, Soulsborne games etc. I know that nothing will come close to that level but anything remotely like these games would be much appreciated. (I would play older FF titles but I really don't like turn based combat unfortunately or I would.) I've got a list of the best ARPG's on PS2 but there may be some underrated gems I missed or older PC titles that I can actually run with
He got into his mom's purse where her gun was and accidentally shot himself. He was in the hospital all night and didn't make it. He was on my daughter's mom's side of the family. He was only 6. No one in my daughter's life has died, let alone this young. She played with him almost every other weekend. I have no idea how to tell her that her favorite cousin isn't with us anymore. I'm terrified of having this conversation. I'm 25 years old and I never thought I would be a dad so young, but I accepted that it was meant to be and I love my daughter more than anything in the world. But I wasn't prepared to have to accept and explain something like this to her when she was so young. I feel defeat
What PSP/PS2 and older Gundam games would you recommend that are fully in English? Most lists have games that are semi-patched in English or ones where people say "it's in Japanese but you can figure it out" but those post isn't for that. I'm looking for anything, even as far back as SNES, but hopefully PSP or PS2, as long as it has decently fun combat-oriented gameplay. No turn based stuff please. I'd even be willing to look at Armored Core or similar type games if it's in English and the combat is good. Thanks in advance guys!
I loved reading about Fotamecus' creation on chaosmatrix if anyone knows where to find more content like that. There's some really great writers in this sub and on r/magick but searching through threads on reddit is usually hit or miss at best for some reason, I'm sure there's a website/book of some sort out there that I just don't know how to properly search for, lol. Thanks in advance for any help, absolutely love this sub. Been on reddit for a long time and discovering this sub at the same time I discovered occult practices themselves has been helpful and entertaining to say the least. Bless all of you.
