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problem/goal: first off sorry, I don't like talking abt boy problems but i have to get this one off my chest.

i agree na being nbsb/ngsb is going to be special to someone's first rs sa future, but i'm so scared na hindi ako maka find someone and i won't get to have kids (i've wanted kids all my life).

so to sum up my love life since jhs to shs, i've had 2 talking stages and 3 crushes (1 m.u). and i'm nbsb.

those 2 crushes i've had na i wasn't liked back, i liked those two the longest. and they're both gay 😭 so that's probably why. and also why i guess i'd look pathetic in most of my friends' eyes .. ouch :'(

i tend to crashout abt my crushes and ig since i've liked gay men twice it doe

problem/goal: hi guys, so sa house namin we have gym equipment. i've been using them and effective naman. so alam kona na i js need to move more.

ppero foccc guyss i still have urges to eat a lot (i throw up after) pero anyway i wish i was more disciplined.

it's so hard and i'm so sad na ang pathetic ko.

how do i not lose motivation kay everytime j see a pic of myself i js wanna cry bruh (but it's valid naman kasi recently lng ako ng lock in)

how do i continue even if i keep seeing myself badly

problem/goal: hi guys. during my baby to toddler years, i consider myself pretty. like i can use my bb pictures as my pfp. pero during middle school, i got ugly. i love eating so i was also fat and short. however, after covid, ig i got a "glow up" but it was js me growing up. but yes for some reason my features rlly changed yk? i got taller, my skintone became even and lighter too. (nothing wrong w tan skin! but as a middle school kid my face was tan while my body was rlly light so im js saying my face evened out a bit.)

anyway.. ppl started having a crush on me (both genders). this was when i lost weight by starving. and i also wore concealer so i could hide my insecurities. but genuinely

problem/goal: hi guys. for context, i celebrated my 18th bday this month po. i wanted a debut gd, but my parents said no and promised me na we will go to boracay instead. then, we didn't. they told me na no nalang. so i js went swimming nlg with my cof. btw wala na akong gana mag celeb.

ik u guys might think na it feels like hindi ako grateful pero i was js really dreaming for a debut talaga :((. and yung house namin it's considered middle class, but my parents never liked to spend anything para sakin.

actually i was asking them for an iphone for a very long time guys, and i really wanted one kasi lag na yung phone ko rn and i have it for a long time na. my friends told me man na i can a

hi, before i start po, i'm F18. soo, all my life kasi i don't like making moves kasi i'm so scared most of the time. yes, even when a guy liked me first and they were telling my friend to tell me to do the fm, i still didn't.

that's how stubborn i am. it takes a while, i have to really like someone. so moving sa present, may crush po ako on this one guy. i don't want to wait until i realize that i really like him, kasi parang confession yun. basically, i noticed na he likes slowburn friendships muna.. and that's what i've been trying to do :(. i want to be friends sa kanya, coz i feel the same. i also want to be friends first, and get to know him.

and yk even if wala akong chance sa endin

FREAKKKK IW ANT THIS MANNNN SO BADDDD 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔 OMD PLEASE HES SO HANDSOME AND IT'S KILLING ME I WANT TO GET TO KNOW HIM SO BAD I WANT TO BE HIS FRIEND AGHHHHHHH

I THOUGHT I WAS OVER HIM AND IT'S JS LIGHT HAPPY CRUSH, BUT MAAAANNNN I WANT HIM PLEASE I HOPE HE'S GOD'S BLESSING FOR ME 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

IT'S SO ATTRACTIVE THAT HE'S AWARE HE'S HANDSOME. FUH HIS VOICE TOO AND HIS SENSE OF HUMOR AND HOW POLITICALLY AWARE HE IS 😭😭😭

HE'S SO FREAKING ATTRACTIVE IN GONNA KMS IF SOMEONE TAKES HIM FROM MEEEE😭😭😭💔💔💔

a bit different than the usual happy posts here. i fell for my first love back in 2022 and switched schools to forget him.

tell me why it's 2:31 a.m rn and i genuinely felt my heart sink.. i realized that i always choose takoyaki flavor when we're eating unlimited wings, and my friends make fun of me for it (in a loving way).

AND FUCK I JS REMEMBERED THAT TAKOYAKI WAS HIS FAV FOOD (i used to write everything abt him in my notes, such as his favorites..)

OMD YALL FUCK MY LIFE IT DOESN'T GET BETTER IT'S 2026 AND I'M THINKING OF HIM STILL, EVEN AFTER LIKING OTHER PEOPLE.

problem/goal:

hi guys haha actually umiiyak ako as i'm writing this. 6 years ago, my parents got a dog. i was really excited when they got her. but actually may fear of dogs talaga ako. ever since i was little pa i never touched dogs. i'd hide from them. i wish i was never scared. because as i grow up na, i realized how much i love dogs. the first time i finally touched dogs was this year lang, and i'm 18. i was soo fascinated by how harmless and cute they were na i ended up petting that dog for 1 hour before he slept.

i'm a monster bruh everytime i think of it I should've faced my fear when i was younger and just took care of our own dogs. I should've gone to walks with them (i used to d

problem/goal: what to do when life's falling apart?

hello po, i'm trying my best to be positive pero idk what to do na. when summer break started, i wanted to fix my life so bad. i got gifted money for graduating, and i used it all up. i bought myself vitamins, skincare, even started to drink tea. i thought na these were the best investments. but i figured na no. it's been a few weeks since i bought these stuff and it's like they don't have any effect sakin, and that i bought them for nothing.

what i need is to go talaga sa derma kasi i have skin problems na i can't fix myself. by just buying what i think will be okay. and like ganun lg it makes me sad cz i've tried w my parents regarding