opalhere

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Cry for help again. :((

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I CANT DO IT ANYMORE!!! IM DONE IM LITERALLY DONE THIS OCD SHIT HAS GOTTEN TO HE WAY TOO MUCH IM DONE WAITINF FOR A THERAPIST TO GET BACK TO ME AS FAR AS GETTING A THERAPIST IN MY NEW AREA IM DONE WAITING FOR MEDS TO WORK I WANT TO NOT EXIST ANYMORE THERE I SAID IT I WANT TO FUCKING NOT EXIST IN THIS UNFAIR PLAYING FEILD FOR ME. WHERE EVRRY DAY OF MY LIFE I HAVE TO SUFFER, SUFFER FROM THIS GOD DAMN CURSE PUT UPON ME CALLED OCD. I CANT DO IT ANYMORE…..

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I’m actually going to kill myself. I can’t do this anymore. I need friends but at the same time I don’t feel like I deserve friends because of this fucking bullshit. I can’t help but to confess though because I feel like if I don’t, then I’m “tricking people into thinking that I’m a good person, even though I’m not”. I can’t do this anymore yall. I’m sorry. If anyone wants to reach out to me my discord is in my bio. Sorry if that last sentence sounds weird I just really need more support than ever. :(( I feel lost.

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Heyo! My name is Austin! I'm 22 years old, queer af, and looking for some more friends that live around the Portland area! Some of my favorite hobbies/interests are Hiking/Outdoors, Anime, Video Games, & Music!! I also have Autism and OCD, so I ask you to be patient with me as well! ^^Hope to see some of you around!!

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r/OCD•

I don’t know what to do anymore

NSFWJust venting - no advice please

For context, I’ve been struggling with pretty severe OCD, that has gotten worse these past 5 or so years. Tomorrow is my 22nd birthday, and originally I had 2-3 friends planning on visiting me for a party of some sort, but OCD decided to be ocd and over the past month or so, I’ve lost all of those friends due to making them uncomfortable via my compulsive confessing. I fucking suck as a human being. I know what I did was wrong but I can’t help but to confess and make more people uncomfortable. I feel like all the things I’ve done in the past is worthy of confessing to people, because if I don’t then, “I would be tricking people into thinking that I’m a good person, even though I’m not”, or t

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