I’ll try to make this make sense, I’m at a loss. I’d love advice.
I’m trying to decide if therapy is the way to go here, I’m terrified of it, I’ve have tried counseling before, have been told I’m fine on my own, and not to worry about going back (from the counselor).
Some background info:
I’m very sexually broken.. starting at age 4 to present, I’ve been molested, assaulted, and raped. I finally figured out that it’s affected me more than I want to admit, and I know I need help.
I think about sex literally all the time, and am super depressed about the fact that I can’t have sex the way I want to, and never will. I’m married to an amazing man, who wants me all to himself. I understand t