smallmindedfool

Yes, sure i'd love to pay a months wages in deposit, month up front and "fees" for the "privilege" of renting a tiny studio flat.

Or alternatively. Yes, i'd love to rent a tiny room in a house with 4 vacuous "sociable" toss pots for company.

And of course, i'd love it if the demand for properties meant the letting agent can reasonably expect you to drop everything to make a viewing, then accept it and do paperwork without having a moment to make sure the decision is correct for you.

Eugh. I wasn't a fan of private rents before. This just makes me feel bitter and cynical. Heaven forbid anyone to want privacy at a reasonable price.

Infuriating that this housing crisis was essentially ma

I am currently finding it very difficult to get over some choices I have made, which with the full facts(being aware of my condition)so to speak I genuinely dont believe I would have done I can't change any of them, but I feel incredible amounts of guilt for making them. for those involved, its almost like an unintentional bait and switch.

Anyone else have any experience they wish to share, its quite the burden and learning to cope with them is going to have to become a priority for me

I saw a different Gp to my regular and for an amazing change, he listened to me, and more importantly understood that just some more pills isn't the answer, so I've had a referral to our local psychiatric services, hopefully with a urgent appointment.

I had become so used to any Gp other than my usual just wanting shot of the awkward patient so much that it was a shock to come out feeling less overwhelmed by all the things my brain throws around.

 

Maybe and only maybe there is an upward mood on the way, I hope.

For the love of whatever bloody deity you believe in, I just want to sleep!

 

I don't want to spend every moment i lie in bed going over each and every stupid action i have ever committed, doubt the ones the might actually be good and over complicating the simple.

 

I don't want to think about her, the fact that i'm idealising a woman who knows exactly how to push my buttons, whilst spurning one who actually, genuinely and whole heatedly loves me. Why do i want the one who only ever seems to take and not the one who gives? Is it because she is the one that got away? do i just want closure on that relationship? why mess up what i have? the only thing I do know is i want