I finally have a healthy mother figure and it feels healing
So, I met my now ex and dated them for 4 months. I became very close to their mother and their family during that time.
I was going to become homeless since I’m 10k in debt from my mental health and couldn’t afford my rent with it. However, my ex’s mom, not my ex, offered me to live with their family so I wouldn’t be homeless.
My ex and I are like siblings now haha. We chill.
I have developed a strong mother figure because of it. As someone who had a very abusive, narcissistic mother, this feels very healing.
I’m living in a loving home for the first time in my 21 years of life. I finally have the stability (after I pay my debt) to return to college and become the psychiatrist I’ve always wanted to be.
Oh, and being stoned helps me process these emotions a lot more. I struggle to process my emotions normally and weed helps with that a lot.
Thank you for coming to my TedTalk.
Posted Dec 5, 2023, 4:15 PM UTC
Bless those who have extra love to give and those who have the openness to take it and give it again.