2 years of progress reset this week. Right, let's redo this the right way.
Two years ago, or close to it, my then girlfriend and I officially stopped. We went over to something called "snus" here in Scandinavia, because hey, at least we weren't sucking shit into our lungs amirite?
The first couple of months was a struggle, despite still getting nicotine into the system, and I sort of slipped up here and there when drinking sometimes, but overall, progress was good.
Fast forward a couple of years. Most of my then triggers had been conquered, and while I was still an addict, at least I could walk to the shops without getting winded.
This week though, I changed jobs. I was put into a couple of situations I hadn't been in since I quit, and it caught me completely off-guard. The actual train of thought that went down is sort of embarrassing to me now that I'm out of the situation, so I won't relay it.
So yeah. Day 1. Again. This time I'm doing it without the replacement because fuck the pope.
Posted Aug 22, 2014, 10:53 PM UTC
Quit for ten years. Overconfident. Stupid mistake. Took too long to finally quit again. Ah well. Look on the bright side. That feeling of freedom is sweeter than I remembered. Skip the nic replacement. Think of this as your true freedom moment.
I made it seven years. Just like you I got cocky. I smoked for about 2 years after fucking up. Almost back to 2 years.
That's rough man, but nicotine is the second most addictive drug on the planet, you can't fuck with it at all or you lose everything right away.
The most addictive drug on the planet, in case you're wondering, is sugar.
14 years. I got stupid.