Day 50, feeling great. Please hang in there.
I just want to tell anyone suffering through the acute withdrawal phase that it will get better. You might go through some very dark days. I was there, this time, I was surprised how low I went. Fortunately there was a little voice - the voice of my rational mind - that managed to break through. "Ride it out, ride it out..." Like swimming perpendicular to a rip current with the understanding that you will eventually emerge from the danger. Keep swimming. It will get better.
I just finished a brutal workout in my crappy homemade basement gym. I can't emphasize enough the importance of exercise. Find something you enjoy that gets your heart pumping, gets the endorphins going, gets you sweating. It can be difficult to get started - but once you do, you will thank yourself. All I can think about right now is how the good sweat of a workout feels so much better than the foul sweat of WDs. God that shit sucks. Keep fighting.
I'm at day 50 and I have been feeling really fantastic. Life isn't perfect, but it's a whole lot better than it was as an addict. Keep fighting this battle. You CAN do it, you are worth it.
Posted Jun 2, 2015, 12:43 AM UTC
Ditto to every single word---I'm right behind you at 40 days and feeling really good, too !
It'll just keep getting better. Not perfect - but better.
How it is now---compared to 42 days ago? NIGHT AND DAY ! I am soooooo much better. Glad you are too!