Is somebody there?

Hey! Hello! Is somebody there?
Coz I've got a really lame story to share.
I hope you hear me out. Well it's not like I really care.
Since I've forever been lost in the middle of nowhere.

Once upon a time, I remember, I had my sprinting shoes on,
Charged up and filled with spirit, the racetrack I stepped upon.
Boom! went the gunshot. And I ran and ran with no pause.
But I can't seem to remember if my running had any aim or cause.

Before I even realised, i'd veered way off the racetrack.
Where the hell had i run to? I couldn't seem to find my way back.
The place felt cold and loud, it reeked of silent sadness,
It was filled to the brim, with mellow drops of madness.

The place felt all so familiar, like it was my own creation,
It felt like it was populated, with my very own emotions.
It grew darker and darker, till the last signs of light faded away,
It shut me inside, I lost my sight and have forever been astray.

When I'd started my run, I think I had a noble cause, maybe I just wanted to hear applause, I can't seem to remember,
I do have beautiful memories of the past, but they're masked off in a hood of somber.
The beautiful days seem so far away, as though they're on some mystic land,
There's nothing beautiful in this place, remind the scars on my hand.

I've been lost ever since forever,
My hands reach out for help, but no one ever
Seems to hold them or even care,
Well...what more is there to say,
I'm lost in the middle of nowhere...

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