Pulled apart at the seams

And here we go again, this loop restarted,

Familiar by now, memorized, recorded,

Mistake and error, are so easily rewarded,

A naive flirt,a simple small kiss,

Such power in actions of ultimate bliss,

Woe me, I should know when to stop,

I should know it ends. That i fall apart.

But The mind controls not

Oh where the heart walks.

To dive in again, down the rabbit hole.

An adventureless end, a quest without goal.

Values are worthless and easily discarded,

The intentions are evil, the logic, retarded.

But I'm helplessly still, at the whim of her voice,

The core of my being turns into a noise,

I tried, I promise, to hold onto my belief,

But near the end, Im seeking her relief.

For The mind controls not

On How the mouth talks.

Her tongue twists, turns, chains onto mine.

Her perfect smile is both hot and unkind.

Im begging for mercy, for limbo to end,

Im loving so much, Im starting to bend

The mind controls not

Where thoughts go to rot

The seeping lust just turns into corruption.

Depression, rejection, my minds abduction.

I've nearly become, that devil in horns,

That evilish creature, is mirrored in me,

Id never be worthy, to wear those thorns

My mind controls not

My fears are too hot

Fascinating, marvelous, horribly nice

The killer simpathy, that turns me to ice

I take all the good things, and into the dirt

I bury them deep, where they wont hurt.

Im robotic and soulless, a husk of a man.

I saw the loop, I knew how it would end.

But The mind could not

Oh Tell love to stop...

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