How I feel when I wake up.

Today I woke up,
I just didn't want to get out of bed.
I wish that I could sleep forever.
I wish that I could sleep as much as I wanted,
I wish that I could be productive, without sacrificing sleep.
It’s just so important to me.
 

I’ve been eating too much Jasmine rice.
I love the aromatic smell.
Cook it with some coconut oil.
And it tastes like heaven.
 

I wish that I didn’t have to go to work.
I fucking hate going to work.
But I still like my job, more than I’ve liked any other job before,
But I still don’t want to go to work.
What the fuck am I really learning by going to work?
Am I really learning anything?
Or am I really just a labor expense to the stockholders?
I hate how the company goal is to make them money.
I work for the 1%,
And I wish that I didn’t.
 

In debt to my student loans.
Wish that I didn’t have student loans.
But I can’t regret all of my past decisions though.
I’ve just got to roll with the punches,
And boy, do I feel like I got hit hard.
 

Now that I quit smoking weed so much, I’ve started to have dreams.
And now I can actually remember my dreams,
But I still don’t understand them.
Wish my dreams weren’t so confusing.
They’re just as confusing as ever.

I’m up and ready for the day.
I’m up and dreading the upcoming day.
I just want to crawl back into bed.
And not worry about anything.

[1] (https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/55xnc2/mad_boy/)  

[2] (https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/55xy7c/a_collection_of_brief_poems_about_humanitys/)