I Know The Sun Has Risen But I Don't Want To See It

I know the sun has risen, but I don't wan to see it.

I know the moment I see it it'll be another day closer to her funeral.

I know it'll be another night of hidden tears.

I know it'll be another day of hearing, "How are you holding up?"

I know I'll say "I'm fine."

I know with each passing "I'm fine." it's another lie.

I know with each passing minute it's closer to that fateful day.

I know it'll be another Funeral Monday/

I know it'll be one last goodbye to another family member.

I know it'll be one last apology.

I know it'll be one last sorry in a late birthday card.

I know it'll be one last card from her.

I know it'll haunt me forever.

I know.

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