Is there a musical equivalent of dyslexia?

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After two years of piano lessons I still cannot "read" music. For each new piece I plod through reading every note by using EGBDF or GBDFA then play until I remember it. I can't look at a page of notes and just read the notes and automatically find the key on the piano. My teacher keeps having me read notes and play them - and I'm glad she forces me or I'd go back to playing totally by ear - but every time I turn the page to a new piece it feels like I'm back at my first lesson trying to match a D on the staff (I start at the bottom and read up "E G B D..." and then look at the piano and start at C and find D. I'm seriously wondering if there's some cognitive impairment similar to dyslexia.

Posted Sep 4, 2020, 5:30 PM UTC

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alcMD•

I did classical training for some 13 years. It takes longer than two years to learn to sight-read music. I think the best thing I did to learn to sight-read was to just plod on and try to hack it without stopping to count the keys or the steps, and then fix it if I hit a wrong note. As long as you still stop to count, you won't get better at sight reading because you aren't practicing it. Give it a whirl with some easier sheet music!

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cruzbmx•

what do you mean fix it if you hit a wrong note? like stop the rhythm and fix it or go back and try again?

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_hancox_•

It’s important to know what music sounds like before you try to play it, so you can recognise mistakes. Keep that up and you’ll eventually learn to visualise the auditory contours of the scored music without hearing them. That way your recognition of wrong notes will grow in a natural way, too.

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cruzbmx•

So, I’m kind of an interesting case.

My relative pitch is really quite good, due to practice singing and composing. And, I’ve learned to play my instrument (guitar) without using sheet music. (edit: this makes it sound like I’m amazing at it — I am not.)

But now that I want to acknowledge that limitation, I’ve started playing guitar to sheet music again. But once I’ve learned/read-through the song, I find myself playing it and listening rather than reading it. Any advice? I may just be lazy and should just be ready to find more music to play, and I’m willing to accept that.

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_hancox_•

You don’t need sheet music to be a good musician in the same way you don’t need to be able to play an instrument well to be a good musician.

Sheet music is a way of noting music, its not like a different kind of music entirely which seems to me how you think of it. The process is typically to read and listen to learn and to remember to play.

My advice to you is to drastically expand your repertoire through this process. The more you read and learn, the easier reading becomes. Once you have a piece, put it down and pick up another.

My second advice is to fix any mistakes you make there and then, don’t let yourself progress until you’ve gotten over the mistake. Once you’ve learned the piece don’t stop for mistakes, at that point it’s easy to reflect on them.

(Also -without trying to be offensive or rude - that’s not an interesting case, in the era of the self taught musician this is more common than not. Funnily enough it’s worse with guitar because of unconventional scoring technique - tabs - being easier to read in terms of note for note playing but its often impossible to gauge the rhythm, the learning process is vastly different but it isn’t less valid.)

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Cats_Under_Stars•

I'm working on sight reading by working through songs in the real book. It may not be your style of music, but it's great in that there are a ton of songs and the lead lines are all pretty simple. Of course actually learning the standards well is more involved, but things like Blue Monk are pretty simple to work through.

I think it's a nice resource because there is just so much music to work through that's all structured to not require deep dives on each individual song. Other books I have are all more involved transcriptions, so it's harder to just sit down and blow through a tune or two.

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kokokat666•

Just do whatever allows you to perform best. Personally I’ve started performing from memory because I feel like it’s easier for me to focus on musicality that way. That being said, if you struggle to memorise things and can perform fine reading, then do that. There’s not really one correct way to be a musician.

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VegaGT-VZ•

I think the point of sight reading is to be able to play something without knowing what it sounds like. That probably applies to sheet reading in general now that I think about it

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mirak1234•

Or you are missing the subtitlity that the point of sight reading is knowing how it sounds like, to be able to play it.

This is different than beeing able to play it to know how it sounds like.

You are supposed to hear what is written without touching an instrument. Similar to reading a book in your head.

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_hancox_•

No I agree but it’s certainly a skill that one must develop over time

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majomista•

That's funny because I perceive it to be the other way around. While I agree hearing the music in one's head – 'audiating' I think it's sometimes called – is the ideal place to be, it isn't necessarily the reality for many musicians. You don't need to "hear" music in order to play it from a score. You can have a sense of the tactile experience of touching/plucking/moving/bowing alongside the physical association of where/how a note is played on your instrument in order to sight read.

I personally think that hearing before you play is something that only happens — in a majority of cases — after thousands and thousands of times playing the notes that you see on the page. First comes the tactile/physical development — how to play the note that you see. But only after this does the aural association become baked in to that visual/tactile relationship.

I don't have any theory to back this up but just my own anecdotal evidence of teaching music for nearly 20 years and my own personal journey of atrocious to decent sight reader (on classical guitar).

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WeeblsLikePie•

You don't need to "hear" music in order to play it from a score.

Depends on your instrument. Brass players MUST hear it. If you're aiming for a note on the trombone and you don't know how it sounds before you play it, you're in trouble. You're going to make a "splat" noise.

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_hancox_•

While I agree with your point on paper I don’t practically, not without implying a lot of practise to develop those tactile responses. It’s a very round the houses way of learning - to attempt to do so without ever actually hearing the music that you’re playing to help rectify mistakes - Without a teacher it’d be extremely difficult and frustrating to teach oneself standard notation.

I can’t say I’ve been teaching for 20 years and my guitar sight reading is atrocious, however my monophonic sight reading is mostly top-notch (I learned brass) and that was my personal learning process. Especially when I couldn’t parse rhythms on my own, a teacher pointing me in the right direction was the best thing.

I’m terrible at audiating on a complex level, though, however with a few years practise of learning in this way I could look at a single line of notes (certainly not chords) and get an okay idea of the contour of the music to the point I might be able to sing the contour (definitely in the wrong key though I am certainly not pitch perfect).

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mirak1234•

It's not because most people are doing it wrong that it's the right way.

In France you are supposed to do one year of Solfegio before learning an instrument.

Like most people I never understood why, until I realised it's to push people to learn to audiate the scores.

It's true there is some muscle memory involved in playing, but all I know is that learning to sight sing and sigth audiate scores helped me improvise better in the instrument.

Because I know ahead the shape of what I am hearing, and how this translate on the instrument.

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keakealaniclassical vocal/choral music, composition•

Are you suggesting that singers, whose only method of producing correct pitches is audition, aren’t musicians?

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alcMD•

Go back and do it again if you miss it. Take a second to find the note you meant to hit and practice it for a sec, then go back and do it again.

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792blind•

We used to practice speed reading drills in college, just line after line of random notes on a sheet with no clef so you can use the same lines and practice the different clefs. The goal is to just say the notes out loud as fast as possible, not necessarily play them on your instrument. This helped me alot to memorize. Locating and playing the notes on your instrument afterwards came alot easier for me.

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napstimpy•

Dyslexia! The Musical

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toTheNewLife•

Teh Musical.

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seriousquinoa•

U Alchemist.

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Vyasama•

I'd watch that

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giojboy•

I applaud you

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vixieq•

I teach my students to identify intervals and patterns right off the bat instead of just memorizing notes (note ID will “click” after continuing to play, I promise!). I use the analogy that learning to sight read is like learning to read - it would take forever if we had to keep stopping to sound out each letter, but learning to recognize groups of letters as a word enables us to read quickly. While playing sheet music, I have my students stop and identify notes every so often so we have a starting point/a named note to relate the other notes to, and then I have them continue to play from that point while focusing on intervals and patterns. There are many tricks for identifying intervals/patterns, feel free to dm if interested and I can send you some of my teaching materials!

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Monkee11•

I’d love to see some of your teaching materials for this! I’m debating teaching sheet music on guitar to some students because intervals are easier to see on guitar. Would definitely appreciate if you get a chance!

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Holocene32•

This!!! I was about to comment that reading intervals and patterns is just a s important if not more important than reading the letters. Once you know the first note, learning the interval to your next note can help you quickly see shapes in the sheet music, not just letters. Good tip

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bboyicefusion•

My teacher is teaching me the same thing and it works! She is convinced that there are 2 types of learners, more visual players and more auditive players who rely more on their memory. So whenever she encounters someone like me who has a really hard time trying to sight read, she applies the exact method as you do.

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AdeptBerry•

Not OP, and not diagnosed but it took me a long time to learn left and right. Can I please get a copy?

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DannyHepf•

If you don't mind me asking: Do you have trouble reading letters as well? I had a couple of students with forms of dyslexia, and they had the same troubles with reading sheet music.

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d36williams•

It should get faster, especially when you're new, in time it becomes very fast, like reading a book. However that does not preclude learning disabilities. If you've only been at this a short while, you will likely get better at it, like over a year or two. But, yes even regular dyslexia can impair music notation reading.

Remember that dyslexia isn't an impairment of reading, but an impairment of seeing the order of small things in a small space. The problems of dyslexia become visible when people try to read. That applies to staff notated music too

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xiipaoccomposer, arranging, Jewish ethnomusicologist•

Sounds like... dyslexia? As in, not some special musical version of dyslexia, just plain ol' dyslexia.

If it makes you feel better, I still do that with alto clef. I'm getting a little better at it, but not that much. You can just forget about tenor clef. On the other hand, I've actually gotten OK at some of the C clefs in the four-line staves used in neum notation for Gregorian chant.

The key here, though, is practice. Keep trying to match notes on the staff. You might want to try some sort of flashcards or music reading quiz app to get faster at it. Even if you do have dyslexia, that means that it's harder for you to read, but it's still not impossible, and you can do better; you'll just have to work harder than most people to get there.

For what it's worth, playing by ear isn't a bad thing to do while reading the music. Just make sure you're actually looking at the music correctly. You can even read the music while listening, though you can't go as slow as you need to with that method (usually). You can even read music while not doing either, away from the instrument, just hearing the notes in your head. This is not very easy to do but it's very useful when you're say, reading books about music!

Good luck!

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view-master•

YES. I have it and while it does slow down reading of words, reading notation has always been a nightmare. It severely limited me in high school. Although I was first chair trumpet in our Jazz band I never got awards at solo competitions that required reading. Luckily our band director liked “players”.

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na1-na2-na1234•

A little clarification needed:

  • How often do you practice?
  • Is it all reading or just sight reading?
  • While you’re playing, you look at the music? Or your hands?
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parker_fly•

I don't know what "after two years of piano lessons" means, so please take my offering with a grain of salt if it does not apply.

To me, "piano lessons" means more than showing up each week to the half-hour appointment and doing what the teacher says. It means more than practicing a half hour a day. If this is how you are approaching studying the piano -- and it might be all that you can because the real world doesn't give us a lot of free time after about age 7 -- you're not going to be happy with the results.

If you can't look at a key on the piano and instantly say its note name, or look at a note on the staff and instantly say its note name (I can't do this last one, personally*), it's because you haven't memorized the prerequisite information necessary for reading music for the piano. That's it. Period. How do you solve it? How do you learn and memorize anything? Doing it over and over and over. Make yourself some flash cards if that's what it takes. You have to know what it's telling you to play and where that is on the piano before you can start to build the neural pathways that connect the two automatically.

*Currently. I could when I used it. I play mostly guitar, and I play mostly by ear and with theory.

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Yep I agree with this advice the most. It’s a matter of memorization. Not being able to name the correct key when looking at a piano is a bit strange to be honest after two years. You basically only have to remember one octave... That takes like 30 minutes to learn (and to be able to identify at a quick pace)

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Also, to add to this. I think age plays a role, too. An 8-year-old is going to learn how to read music much faster than an 18-year-old, just like how it's easier to learn a language when you're younger. I started playing piano when I was 8 and picked up note reading pretty quickly, like within a year. But I know some people who are in band at 15-16 years old who still can't read music well because they started playing when they were older, when it was harder to learn, even if they've been playing for 3-4 years. So depending on OP's age, that could be why it's taking extra time, too.

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WordsWatcherOP•

Thank you all for you suggestions and comments! This is the first time I've asked on this group and am blown away by the solid, careful responses with no criticism or snarkiness. It'll take me some time to read all the responses in detail and also to look into some of the suggestions but I'm extremely grateful. For what it's worth, I'm 61 so a "late learner" and read text easily, as well as functionally in French, German, Greek, and some Latin, so I guess I expected "music" to be the same - but clearly not! You folks have reminded me that sometimes you have to work hard and sweat more than you think you learn some new skills and this is one of those! I enjoy playing by ear but felt I needed to learn to read music and thanks to your comments I won't give up just yet :)

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TS1296•

Look for intervals and patterns and identify chords and appregios, this Will help you read sheet music way faster. You Will also start to remember the letters quicker this Way. Also use your Ear a lot and learn Music theory!

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72Sink•

I have learning disabilities and dyslexia.. I can only speak on my behalf that reading notes took so many years and one of the reasons was that I played from charts instead of sheets. Some people learn quickly but what matters is to practice reading notes daily. Key thing is exposure.

I am still quite slow reader and can sight-read only easier notation and many times I mark the notes in the sheet. Sometimes I even color the sections.

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kamomil•

Reading sheet music is like reading words. The more you do it, the more fluent you get at it.

How old were you when you started piano lessons? I wonder if you got rushed through sheet music too early and didn't get to learn them thoroughly. Or it will just take you more time to learn it.

Are there lines/spaces that you know off the top of your head? Like if you learn where middle C is (I hope you know that one, it looks like the planet Saturn) and you know where C is in the treble clef (3rd space from the bottom) off the top of your head, that will help. I think that you should memorize the lines and spaces one at a time off the top of your head. Like go through a piece and pick out all the C treble clef notes, until you can't forget it.

Sometimes it just takes brute force memorization, at one point I had staff note cue cards, my teacher's attempt to get me to memorize them. Like it's not going to go in by osmosis.

Somehow, you have to get away from EGBDF and GBDFA.

I overheard my piano teacher teaching a small kid the notes on the staff. She had a whole spiel and I wish I remembered it. "Baby B is the line right in the middle because you put the baby in the middle of the bed so he won't fall off" so she had a little memory trick for every line and space, for small kids to remember.

It can be difficult if you have a good ear, because you depend on your ear, and counting intervals, and use those as a crutch instead of learning to read really well. I took lessons since I was a kid, but I would listen to what the teacher played, and imitate it, and it held me back from learning reading really thoroughly. Also I still depend on intervals, which is okay but still gets in the way of memorizing all the lines and spaces. As of right now, it takes me a moment to to remember any given line or space, the treble clef, I know better than the bass clef, and the ones closest to middle C, and spaces I seem to know better than lines. So you may never get it really perfect, but the more effort you put in, the better you will get.

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TheOtherHobbes•

You shouldn't be trying to sight-read the pieces you're learning to play. You learn sight-reading by starting with incredibly simple beginner exercises and working up from there. Your sight-reading will always be years behind your ability to play a piece you have learned.

Sight-reading is a combination of sight memory, muscle memory, and look-ahead reading. The first thing you learn is the notes under your fingers when your thumb is on middle C. That gives you a foundation for similar patterns when your thumb is elsewhere. Then likewise for the left hand.

The point is that you don't really learn "That's a G". Of course you need to know it's a G, but for sight-reading you're actually looking at the distance on the stave between your thumb and the finger you'll use to play the note.

You then learn common finger patterns as patterns on the stave. Eventually you'll be able to recognise thirds, fifths, triads, broken triads, common melodic patterns, and so on. Then you learn the modifications for different scales - not as a grammar or by rote, but by practicing simple exercises at every level.

if you learn a different style like jazz you'll have to go back and learn some new patterns, because the chord shapes are (mostly) different.

This sounds a lot harder and more complicated than it is, because the goal is to make it unconscious, so you do it without thinking about it - just like driving, or riding a bike, or dancing, or sport, or any other physical skill.

So if your teacher hasn't been teaching you how to sight-read with separate exercises, you need a new teacher. It's clearly holding you back, and it's something that needs separate work - which will help your learned playing too.

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Pojayto•

on youtube, look up “how to read notes fast - the landmark system.” all it is is memorizing G (treble clef), F (bass clef) and middle C. you find the other notes based off these landmarks

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MisterSmeeee•

Do you have similar difficulties when reading, say, words or numbers? If so, it might indeed be straight-up dyslexia and it could benefit you to get some screening for it. There are many strategies you can use to work around a learning disability and even use it to your advantage.

However, what you describe seems less like dyslexia and more like (forgive me) a need to practice more. You can play by ear, so you almost certainly don't have Amusia. In the same way, most children have a pretty big spoken vocabulary before they learn their alphabet-- if you've ever seen a preschooler learning the ABCs, you know what you're dealing with. It's just a normal part of learning.

Step one: Stop relying on "EGBDF" and such mnemonics to identify notes. Forget you ever heard EGBDF. That's like counting on your fingers to add-- it seems helpful but really it's holding you back. The staff itself is the memory aid; it's showing you exactly where the notes are in relation to each other. e.g. The top space on the bass clef is always a G. You don't need to remember All Cows Eat uh Flowers, no Grass that was it! You just need to remember what a G looks like.

Step two: Each and every day when you practice, devote a few minutes to practicing nothing but sightreading. Grab a book of Bach Chorales (or anything really, but those are a good choice because the rhythms are always straightforward so you can focus on the staff). Sightread just the soprano line of the first one. Sightread the alto line of the next one. Tenor line of the next one. And so on. No do-overs, no fiddling around till you get it right, just a straight-up cold read, one-and-done. All you're practicing is sightreading.

This will be challenging, because leaning is hard. It will get easier, because learning gets easier with practice. After you've done this for a few weeks I'm pretty confident you'll be impressed with the results!

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streetinward•

A big breakthrough came to me when I started writing things. When we learn to read we also learn to write. Many beginning college texts start with writing out all scales and chords. Consider these exercises.

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PacificGlacier•

I sucked at the writing part until I got musescore. If you read melodies and type it in with a b c on the keyboard your note identification gets stronger.

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conalfisher•

That mainly manifests as tone deafness though, and since OP mentioned they can play by ear to an extent, I doubt that's what it is.

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pylio•

Something that may help is to not try and read the notes but instead try and read intervals. So you start at lets say an E. And instead of reading a G, you go up two notes. So you only really need to learn distances between notes. Obviously working with like flashcards helps a lot as well. But translating sheet music to a note and then translating that note to your hands is way slower than just translating motion.

I tend to not even think about notes when I am playing anymore and instead think of shape of the keyboard and translate that. So I see the first line on treble clef and my brain goes to note to the right of the two black keys.

Hope that helps

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RomellaBelx88•

I started piano when i was 6, and i wasnt able to just easily and enjoyably sight read a piece of music until i was around 20. The gains have been exponential since. Analysing the actual music as you go is tough when beginning, but its a game changer. Im not consciously looking at the notes, im just absorbing patterns i have set up in my brain, F major with augmented 5th, E min 7th, C# diminished with B in the bass, etc. you dont even necassarily need to be analysing stuff with exact accuracy for it to kick in.

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TurtleInATracksuit•

I suffered the same but am making real progress now thanks to flashcards and following the advice in this article:

https://medium.com/@danbarber_12163/teaching-the-notes-of-the-music-staff-eb8240d0a2bd

https://www.musictheory.net/exercises/keyboard-reverse

Start with a few notes, or even just start with C, and gradually introduce more, like BCD, then ACE, then ABCDE, the ABCDEFG, finally add all the accidentals. It really helps to get familiar with where C is, then where the others are relative to it.

On that particular site, hit the little cog/gear in the top right to bring up the settings. Enable the Note Filter. Start by choosing just C. The default Treble Range will mean you are presented with only 3 notes, middle C, and 1 and 2 octaves above middle C. You're only going to be recognising where these C notes are to start with, so you won't need to do this part for very long. After that add B and D to your filter. You're going to start recognising where these notes are relative to each C. It's going to become obvious pretty quickly and intuitively that B is always below the C and D is always above. It seems really obvious, but if you do this for a while you'll get quicker and connecting these notes to the keyboard. Now it's just a matter of continuing to build up the notes in the filter. There is a name for this method but I can't recall it.

Keep at it, it works. There's similar stuff for rhythm training.

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jakore•

I haven't seen keyboard reverse before, that's great. I have had some students make flashcards. The main benefit of something like that is you can do a couple every time you're in a line, waiting for the microwave, watching an ad... You build up repetitions really quick. Don't consider this practice time, it's just an added way you can wear away at that particular obstacle

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TurtleInATracksuit•

Yep, I'd quite often do it before going to sleep for 10 minutes. But sometimes I'll sit down and practice, like I actually just did about an hour then.

That site will also detect a MIDI keyboard so you can really practice the muscle memory side as well.

Some things I've found have helped me:

  • For absolute beginners definitely check out this article
  • Forget about accidentals and key signatures until familiar with the natural notes
  • Enable Require Octave if you can (not so great on a small screen)
  • If you've got a keyboard turn off accidentals and pick a key signature. Position your hand where you would to start playing that key's scale, and restrict the note range to the first five notes (or the notes you can reach without moving your hand around). For example in C, restrict the range to CDEFG, for D restrict it to DEFGA, for G restrict it to GABCD. In this example you'll only play naturals for C and G, but will play the F# sharp in D. If you want to practice including the F# in G, for example, go the opposite end of the scale and include CDEFG. The accidentals won't be indicated next to the note, just by the key signature. I found this helped with both understand the relatively of notes on the staff, along with reinforcing the notes included in a particular key.
  • My ultimate goal is to include the Grand Staff, all Key Signatures and All Notes (including those pesky B#, E#, Fb and Cb) and be able to accurately identify any note on the full keyboard with relative speed. I could do that now, but sometimes I'll need to think about it for 30 seconds.
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keyed88•

I am a piano teacher with 15 years experience. I’ve found that dyscalculia causes many issues when reading music, as well as understanding and conceptualizing rhythm.

With that being said, if you’re learning by using Every Good Boy Does Fine or whatever system that counts from bottom of the staff to top, stop that. Instead, pick 3 landmark notes, and try to memorize just those 3 notes. The landmark notes I use for Bass clef are lowest line G, second-space from bottom C, and fourth-line from bottom F (which is where the Bass clef, or F clef, gets its name.)

Get to the point where you can know those on sight, then pick 3 more. Don’t try to learn the entire Grand Staff all at once.

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AdeptBerry•

Interesting.

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