6yearswasted

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I hate the rain.
What you love brings me pain.
Oh, my newfound disdain for the rain.

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This is probably the first poem/lyrics?/rap? I've written in 4 or 5 years. But I needed to get something on paper or I was going to implode. Thanks in advance for feedback <3

Heartless.
Heart of darkness, don't want no part of this.
I'm torn.
Into pieces.
What's real what's fake?
Was it all a mistake?
What's me, do I throw it all away?
How could you do this
I'm clueless.
The truth is I don't even know who YOU is.
Or I is.
Or we is.
What is, what isn't?
You used to be my giv

I just found out like an hour ago. She drove over to my apartment and I came out to her car and she told me she slept with someone this past Thursday. I literally don't know what to do with my life anymore. She was it. And I thought I was hers. We basically became adults with each other, our families are all intertwined after 6 years of being together. Like this is the absolute last thing I would ever expect. She's said many times in the past how cheating is the absolute worst thing a person can do to someone and then she goes and fucking does it.

I've spent the last 6 years of my life living for her. She has a really shitty home life and when we met in high school I was the only consta