I know this subreddit doesn't always enjoy people coming on here to wonder if they're romantic or not but i really need some help because IM FREAKING OUT.
I recently apologized to this person for offering them my number and not reaching out. Social anxiety made me wonder if I would be rejected ( platonically) and so, for 1-2 months, I sent only one text and it was a short one. They didn't really text either but that's because we barely knew each other.
Back to the point, I apologized for not reaching out and promised to be better about it and they said they would too. I told them I liked their outfit, their hair, and that they looked cool.
I'm aroace so I have no romantic interest in people but sometimes I find people pretty. I do nothing with that information but other times, I want to get close to that person.
I met a person once at a queer event and exchanged phone numbers and I honestly freaked out as soon as they left. I was anxious and didn't know how to talk to them outside of the event and my friends were sort of confused by my behavior. I was too. Turns out it was just social anxiety and I had perceived them to be more cooler than I was.
So because I freaked out, I didn't text more than once. But it kept eating at me and with some help from my counselor, I talked to them again. I sent them a photo of their favorite
I finally got to the Amadeus and I all I can is, F*ck you salieri. His character continuously infuriated me and I felt so bad for Mozart, especially since he looked up to Salieri and depended on him. It made me so sad seeing Mozart beg for help from the devil himself.
I'll be very honest. I don't label myself as aplatonic. I believe I fit the description but I find labels to be very constricting for me so I go back and forth with this part of myself.
But recently, I had a thought that solidified why I was this way. With my neurodivergence, I sort of have this weird way with people.
To me, people are like tv shows. Some have very interesting premises, some have horrible premises. Sometimes, you click on a show just because you have nothing to do.
I like tv shows for the most part. I like people for the most part. But I don't actually like people like i love television. I just want to reach the finale. I just want to see every part of a person and the b
Why did Louis pull back after Armand asked him if he was asking him or making him?
It just seems strangely manipulative for some reason, even when I can't understand the reason he's acting that way. Louis just pulls back and puts distance between him and Armand, making Armand feel guilty.
So I usually don't do this but I need a little advice. A little under a year ago, I left a friend group because I was feeling burnt out and underappreciated. But mostly, I hated how they refused to be honest with one another and honor boundaries.
The only regret I have over leaving is the way I handled saying to goodbye to one of them, and this is who this post is about.
I first met this friend in a physics class where I somehow ended up in a conversation with her talking about sonic. I don't remember how I started talking to her because I might have been dissociating, but I can't be sure. All I do remember is her genuine interest in my dumb rambling and thinking,"I want to know this perso