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I had my first day of school and Im gonna have the worst year, I have bad people in my classes. and my band best friend (met in band +been friends for a while) have no classes together. I don’t think he really cares. I don’t think he even realizes Im alive. he’s the only friend I’ve only lost once. because of someone else. he’s someone who’s Beth with me thru every thing and I don’t wanna seen like a pick me for having many guy friends. It’s stupid to be upset now. He’s just a boy, just a friend I may lose. I’m sorry for whoever reads this. I’m just sad. I love him so much (as a frien) and never wanna lose him. bye I guess. I’ll try to say hi tmmr. </3

I’m with my grandma till Monday to see her and my dad and ecta and he’s leaving tomorrow and I’m over here crying and I also miss my mom. I just wanna go home and see her. but on the other hand I want my dad 😭. I can’t even go into the room he is sleeping in because it smells like him and yeah.

my parents are divorced and I go to my grandmas house witch is SIX FUXKING HOURS AWAY which means I have to leave my mom and I hate that but I also love seeing my dad and step mom. I’m currently crying because I love them so much but they each live so far away from each other. IM JUST SAD OK? I NEED THEM BOTH I NEED THEM ALL IF I THINK ABOYT THE HAPPY TIMES I CRY MORE, OK? 😭😭

I’m going 6+ hours away tomarrow for a week and I can’t top crying because I’m leaving my mom to see my dad and when I go home I’ll cry even more 🥲

Im honestly still wondering how we are alive now. What happend in the past that we are just alive now? Like was it god was it the Big Bang? What really happened?

12/26/22 will be one of the hardest days and best days ever. 1/??/23will be the worst.

12/26/22 with be that beca 1.I FINALLY GET TO SEE MU DAD AFTER 4/5MONTHS!!! but I have to leave my mom.

1/??/23 will be the worst because my dad is leaving again :(

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I cried when writing this :)( the only people I know who can kinda relate to this is my best friend bc she has no dad.

I’m way behind on my schoolwork due to being sick but I feel fine. My mom is saying I need to stay home because of a ”fever” of 99.8 or a slight 100.0. it doesn’t make any sense to me. I missed 3 tests but I’m working on 1 that’s 4. I missed homework I missed band practice basketball EVERYTHINg.

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you’re so fvcking pretty and sweet. you get called pretty and pull everyone. you don’t even do shvt. im always trying to be “beatiful“ but no one, not even the ugliest guy likes me. they don’t even fvcking know you. all my friends think your better than me from 3-5 months of school. the don’t even care I’ve been there for 5 fvcking years in the dirt waiting for someone to like me for who I am. they just met you and they all love you. I’ve done everything to be like you. the hair the makeup being over 4’11. you call me short “as a joke“ well it fvcking hurts. and you know dvmn well it does. I DONT CARE IF YOUR TALLER THAN ME. YOU TAKE EVERYTHING FROM ME. YOU TAKE MY FRIENDS AND YOU TELL EVER