Hey_its_thatoneguy

I’m sorry, my love, I lied to you again, I don’t think I’d like sobriety, Without my best friend,

The pain last night was so great, I almost took my life, I think I’d rather take drugs, To mask my internal strife,

I really thought one day, We’d be happy, and you my wife, It’s not Death I’m afraid of, But Living, this life.

To have loved but lost, Is not better than to have never loved at all, This pain is only so deep, Because my love for you was so tall.

With that I say goodbye, To you, my best friend, We were full of good love, But all good things must end.

I’m sorry, my love, I lied to you again, I don’t think I’d like sobriety, Without my best friend,

The pain last night was so great, I almost took my life, I think I’d rather take drugs, To mask my internal strife,

I really thought one day, We’d be happy, and you my wife, It’s not Death I’m afraid of, But Living, this life.

To have loved but lost, Is not better than to have never loved at all, This pain is only so deep, Because my love for you was so tall.

With that I say goodbye, To you, my best friend, We were full of good love, But all good things must end.

Some days,
Just looking at myself,
Feels like Hell.

No flames,
No brimstone,
Just this quiet,
Slow suffocation,
Of seeing what I’ve become,
When there’s no one left to love me,
Through the fog.

I strip the world away,
No job,
No drugs,
No joy,
No “I’m okay” masks left to wear,
Just me.
And it’s unbearable.

There’s a face in the mirror,
I don’t recognize.
Not because it’s aged,
Or tired,
But because it’s empty.
A shell wearing skin,
Holding guilt in its gut,
Like swallowed gum.

I try to dig through the layers,
My job,
My love,
My self.
Well…
The echo of who myself once was.
But every layer is another lie,
I told myself,
To

Some days,
Just looking at myself,
Feels like Hell.

No flames,
No brimstone,
Just this quiet,
Slow suffocation,
Of seeing what I’ve become,
When there’s no one left to love me,
Through the fog.

I strip the world away,
No job,
No drugs,
No joy,
No “I’m okay” masks left to wear,
Just me.
And it’s unbearable.

There’s a face in the mirror,
I don’t recognize.
Not because it’s aged,
Or tired,
But because it’s empty.
A shell wearing skin,
Holding guilt in its gut,
Like swallowed gum.

I try to dig through the layers,
My job,
My love,
My self.
Well…
The echo of who myself once was.
But every layer is another lie,
I told myself,
To

You came up to me,
Hangin by the beach,
Asked to take my picture,
Like the universe needed a reason,
For us to collide.

One month.
That’s all it took,
For you to crawl under my skin,
And make a home of my every heartbeat.
We were inseparable,
Sunrise to long past midnight,
Each moment stitched together,
With laughter,
With wanting,
With that dizzy,
Early kind of love.

And then,
Just like that,
You vanished.
Switched it all off,
Like I was a light you no longer needed.
No anger, no explosion,
Just absence.
Like we were strangers,
Who had only passed,
On a street neither of us could find again.

You went far.
Three years of oceans,
Moun

You came up to me,
Hangin by the beach,
Asked to take my picture,
Like the universe needed a reason,
For us to collide.

One month.
That’s all it took,
For you to crawl under my skin,
And make a home of my every heartbeat.
We were inseparable,
Sunrise to long past midnight,
Each moment stitched together,
With laughter,
With wanting,
With that dizzy,
Early kind of love.

And then,
Just like that,
You vanished.
Switched it all off,
Like I was a light you no longer needed.
No anger, no explosion,
Just absence.
Like we were strangers,
Who had only passed,
On a street neither of us could find again.

You went far.
Three years of oceans,
Moun

She left,
and now I walk through rooms,
that still whisper her name,
like they haven’t caught on yet.

I keep asking the abyss,
the questions she used to answer,
what now?
who am I, if not hers?
what the hell do I do with all this love?

Do I wait?
Sit in this silence,
like it’s a prayer she might still hear?
Do I chase her shadow,
or let it go,
and pretend the ghost of her touch,
doesn’t haunt every quiet moment?

They say,
Focus on yourself,
But myself was built,
With her in the blueprint.
She was my world,
Now I’m a map without directions.

Should I try again?
Swipe, smile, flirt,
while my heart still beats
For her, and her alone?
Would

She left,
and now I walk through rooms,
that still whisper her name,
like they haven’t caught on yet.

I keep asking into the abyss,
the questions she used to answer,
what now?
who am I, if not hers?
what the hell do I do with all this love?

Do I wait?
Sit in this silence,
like it’s a prayer she might still hear?
Do I chase her shadow,
or let it go,
and pretend the ghost of her touch,
doesn’t haunt every quiet moment?

They say,
Focus on yourself,
But myself was built,
With her in the blueprint.
She was my world,
Now I’m a map without directions.

Should I try again?
Swipe, smile, flirt,
while my heart still beats
For her, and her alone?
W

We began like stars colliding,
a love so bright it it reshaped the universe,
turned silence into symphony,
made the world feel like ours alone.

You were my gravity.
I orbited your every smile,
every glance,
like the sun chasing your shadow.
And in that light,
I promised you forever,
not in words,
but in how I loved you,
like I’d never let go.

But then,
the world tilted.
I chased goals with fire in my chest,
thinking I was building a life for us,
but forgot to bring you with me.
The hours turned into silence,
and I mistook exhaustion,
for an excuse,
not to love you like I used to.

Yet you waited,
quietly fading in space and time.
I never mean

We began like stars colliding,
a love so bright it it reshaped the universe,
turned silence into symphony,
made the world feel like ours alone.

You were my gravity.
I orbited your every smile,
every glance,
like the sun chasing your shadow.
And in that light,
I promised you forever,
not in words,
but in how I loved you,
like I’d never let go.

But then,
the world tilted.
I chased goals with fire in my chest,
thinking I was building a life for us,
but forgot to bring you with me.
The hours turned into silence,
and I mistook exhaustion,
for an excuse,
not to love you like I used to.

Yet you waited,
quietly fading in space and time.
I never mean

How could you leave me,
When love isn’t just cuddles and soft whispers,
But storms weathered hand in hand,
Commitment,
not just the promise,
but the practice,
The art of staying when it’s hard,
Of choosing each other through the ache,
Again, and again, and again,
That’s love.

It’s pushing through the silence,
Through slammed doors and swollen pride,
It’s the kind of love that fights for air
When it feels like it’s drowning.
You don’t abandon ship,
Because the sea got rough,
You row harder.

We were supposed to break together,
Rebuild together.
To push each other,
Not push away.
To challenge, not run.
To evolve, not escape.

You said forever,
B

How could you leave me, When love isn’t just cuddles and soft whispers, But storms weathered hand in hand, Commitment, not just the promise, but the practice, The art of staying when it’s hard, Of choosing each other through the ache, Again, and again, and again, That’s love.

It’s pushing through the silence, Through slammed doors and swollen pride, It’s the kind of love that fights for air When it feels like it’s drowning. You don’t abandon ship, Because the sea got rough, You row harder.

We were supposed to break together, Rebuild together. To push each other, Not push away. To challenge, not run. To evolve, not escape.

You said forever, But bailed when it got hard. I was building our f

How could you leave me,
When love isn’t just cuddles and soft whispers,
But storms weathered hand in hand,
Commitment,
not just the promise,
but the practice,
The art of staying when it’s hard,
Of choosing each other through the ache,
Again, and again, and again.

It’s pushing through the silence,
Through slammed doors and swollen pride,
It’s the kind of love that fights for air
When it feels like it’s drowning.
You don’t abandon ship,
Because the sea got rough,
You row harder.

We were supposed to break together,
Rebuild together.
To push each other,
Not push away.
To challenge, not run.
To evolve, not escape.

You said forever,
But bailed when i

If I hated you, Maybe I could breathe again. Maybe I’d sleep though the night, Without your name echoing, In the cracks of my mind.

But I don’t, And no matter how much it hurts, I won’t.

Because to hate you would mean, That none of it mattered. That the late night talks, The laughter, The quiet moments where we felt, Like the only two people in the world, Meant nothing.

And I can’t lie to myself like that. Not even to make the pain go away.

To hate you would be easier, Than walking through the memories, That used to feel like home. Easier than sitting in silence, Where your voice used to dance.

But it would be a betrayal, Of what we had. Of who we were. Of how hard we tried.

So no, I d

If I hated you, Maybe I could breathe again. Maybe I’d sleep though the night, Without your name echoing, In the cracks of my mind.

But I don’t, And no matter how much it hurts, I won’t.

Because to hate you would mean, That none of it mattered. That the late night talks, The laughter, The quiet moments where we felt, Like the only two people in the world, Meant nothing.

And I can’t lie to myself like that. Not even to make the pain go away.

To hate you would be easier, Than walking through the memories, That used to feel like home. Easier than sitting in silence Where your voice used to dance.

But it would be a betrayal Of what we had. Of who we were. Of how hard we tried.

So no, I don