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Yesterday at pride a girl asked me for my insta and told me she thought I was rlly attractive and liked some of my pictures but she hasn’t messaged me. Just wondering what’s a simple first message to send. I tend to overthink these things lol

So, about a week before my period my anxiety, depression, and anger issues are out of control. It feels similar to before I got on medication and started therapy for my depression and anxiety. However, during these days it literally feels like my medication is not working. And if someone looks at me I'm either going to murder them, turn into a puddle of tears, or have a full on panic attack. I am just wondering if there is anybody who is experiencing the same who can help me through this as I have no clue what to do. I don't want to up my dosage on my anti-depressants just to get through a few days. But over the years it's gotten worse and I really don't know how to help it.

Hey, I’m planning to take an edible, and was just wondering how that experience will go while on Zoloft?

I made an attempt over the weekend and was sent to a psychiatric in patient facility. I was feeling much better and more hopeful while I was there. I was officially diagnosed with PTSD, depression, and anxiety. Due to me being unable to sleep peacefully in the facility (no matter the sleeping medication) as a result of my trauma forcing me to have complete control of my environment, I was signed out to the 24/7 care of a parent. Yet, I am starting to realize my mom is my biggest trigger.

1. She has made everything about herself. She has used my therapy to see what she can gain from it and constantly saying “oh maybe I have that”

2. She is irresponsible. I made an attempt through overdose

The hunger for writing
trespasses against my fingertips.

Nothing comes out.

That old bashful bitch,
hidden under war-torn memories and trauma.

Destined to sprout up as tears flow,
she crawls her wa

Hiya,

So I am a lesbian and have now been with 3 different partners and have been unable to orgasm. I can cum when I am masturbating but during sex I can’t. My downstairs area can sometimes feel numb or like nothing while receiving. Is there something wrong with me health wise or is it more of a mental block? Just asking if anyone’s experienced this.

I recently had my first sleep paralysis experience today. I took a nap and I felt that I was being held down and felt up. At first I thought it was my gf cuddling me but then I remembered that she was visiting her family for Christmas. I felt a heavy pressure on my back and couldn’t speak. My body went into fight mode and I started strategizing and planning how I would fight off this attacker. I knew that I needed to turn around. But every move I made, I could feel him gripping the covers tighter to hold me there. So, I thought If I just played along I could maneuver myself to turn around. As soon as I stopped fighting and turned around, I woke up.

I’m afraid to sleep now. I am a victim of

Hey, so this girl that I’ve been talking to is coming up to meet me for the first time. We’ve both quarantined 14 days and got tested. She’s been pretty vocal about wanting to have sex. Crazy thing is I just got my period. Should I tell her before she gets here? I’m pretty cool with still having sex but I don’t know if she’s one of those people who wigs out about period sex.

I’ve been smoking weed every day for the past 2 years. I’m 20 years old and due to the pandemic and general stress of the last few months I’ve increased my intake quite a bit. Somedays I spend mostly high. While on others I’m waiting to get high. I’ve tried to stop three other times and couldn’t get past a day. Somehow when I smoked today, I made the choice to flush all my weed. I’d usually smoke rn but I don’t have any so I’m finding it pretty hard to cope. I started this thinking it would be fun but now I have a high tolerance, shell out $140 a month on weed, and can’t manage to eat or sleep without it.

I got my septum done in January it seems to have healed. However, it also seems to have lowered a bit. Is this normal?

So, I’ve been seeing this girl lately and there are certain sexy and flirty things I want to say to her, but I can’t get past the fact that I feel like I’m a predator or like they will be unwanted advances. I just ughhhh, and I’m not rlly shy. I just don’t want to disrespect her.

How do I get past this?

Is it normal for a rental application to ask for a picture of your social security card? That just seems like a lot of information considering I have not committed or been approved for the place yet. Also, I have not even seen the place. So, to give such sensitive information without any knowledge seems irresponsible, right? Or is this normal?

P.S. if it wasn’t obvious, this is my first time renting.