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i haven’t had real heartbreak in my 20s, we’ve lived together since august and had just a lovely time together everyday. on saturday she found old photos in my phone when i was showering, packed up a few things and left. got together sunday and she broke up with me, and now we get to restart our lives. i haven’t had anything to eat since noon time saturday and i can’t sleep at all, i might get 20 minutes if i get myself stoned enough. i’m smoking all day long, i’m basically trying to kill myself, i don’t want to do it all again.

I can’t find a clear answer online, how fast is it moving in space? If the sun is shooting off helium, where is it all going, does it move forever or collect in gas clouds eventually?

Im 25 i would come home from work and my chest was just feeling tight then have some weed and have palpitations most the night, blamed it on the weed. Then I thought back and realized I got my stove top espresso maker and I’ve just been having way too much caffeine before work

i took out cash to pay for some tickets at city hall because of my card’s limit. but the tickets are overdue and need to be taken to service ontario, i don’t remember them taking cash when dealing with my passport recently. anyone know the deal? just so i don’t waste my precious time waiting. thanks!

anyone around my age wanna swap pics and go from there? mutual fun

i made this piece within 4 months, obsessed over every detail of this alien world and all it’s stories within, finally got a colour and quality matched print completed, 2 weeks after i got it back from the gallery that had it hung for 2 weeks. had it as nfs but 10 inquired for a print so i’ve been going from studio to studio for a good print. i’m 25, started a year ago and haven’t attempted to sell. i got them printed at $15 for a smaller print and $26 for original 16x20 size. i don’t want to sell myself short but it’s also like 1 in 20 people that see it want a copy, so i could just sell them in mass at a cheaper price. my brain says $50 for the smaller print and $150 for the original, i do

i feel like i’m really just living in pinnoccio, i’m 25 and in the last few months i’ve found a girlfriend, did a lot of modeling and i’ve gotten good enough at painting to be in a gallery tonight with only a year of painting experience, but i’ve been working for my dad at a small granite shop for 7 years. the economy is so bad in canada, we’ve only managed to stay open because it’s a cash business and we beat out anyone else. we have enough work to stay busy every day but only make enough money to get groceries and the bare minimum. we’re at the point of working 7 days a week to survive, for the first time we’re still behind on rent and the month is coming to a close, and it’s like we try t

i’m 25 and have this 70s look that makes women go nuts, and i’ve really turned everyone down the past year and half to focus on painting, it ends up being veterinarians hitting on me because i’m a smooth joker and my cat has been sickly till recently. i met someone and we’ve been seeing eachother almost every day this week, she’s also a more sober ocd type, present person. and i just could help but ruin it during pillow talk, she’s a more poly oriented person and i thought i could win her or something i don’t know, she said she was going to hook up with a guy saturday after we had sex. but she said she was going to be thinking about me the whole time, and i just said we could go on a date sa

i’m 25 he’s 24 we’re both extreme opposites on this spectrum ive laid out. known him since 5th grade and we’ve had at least 5th grade and we do this thing where we’re basically best friends for a few months and then don’t hang out for years, like 4 times. we’ve been essentially unable to speak to eachother for 3 years, and i think it usually starts with him getting in a relationship, but if you don’t fit in his complex for whatever reason, every conversation forward is stained with attitude. his every impulsive is so repetitive and cringey, doesn’t understand personal space. i could go on right, is this a natural thing for our 2 personality types to not get along? we bonded through shrooms a

my cat is a 6 year old male, wasn’t eating much and licking random stuff, found that his red blood cells were very low as well as his blood platelets, then that his spleen is englarged. cant test the spleen for cancer or remove it without risking him bleeding out, or even the anesthesia killing him. so i’ve been calling animal hospitals all day, i have to drive an hour away to a veterinary university, assuming they have blood but i won’t know until monday. i’m so overwhelmed, am i doing the right thing here? he’s still eating and drinking, just very lethargic and licking stuff. if he was old i’d put him down right, but he’s just an incredible little guy and my whole world

i haven’t been so overwhelmed, im 25 and it’s been a tough year. i’d had a prostate issue for most the year that got figured out recently, but i’d just been depressed since january, then my mom got cancer in the summer and my grandmother took her own life a few weeks ago. my cat stopped eating and started licking walls 2 weeks ago, spent a few grand in test to find his spleen is enlarged and he’s not developing red blood cells, he is eating drink and peeing but infrequently. but the doctor thinks it’s cancer, one more test to make sure. it’s something i’m just not ready for, he’s just the best cat. come home and he just wants to kiss your nose, lovely boy. i’m praying for a miracle but he’s

his red blood cell count has been low as well this week, everything has been feeling bleak. getting a test to see if he has cancer in his spleen or bone marrow. he’s the best boy, kisses everyone on the nose. praying for a miracle

my 6 year old tabby stopped eating properly and licking random things 2 weeks ago, one test showed very low red blood cell count, then the ultrasound just showed that his spleen is almost twice the size. the doctors say he possibly has spleen or bone marrow cancer. i’m going to get another test to make sure because he’s so young and is just an amazing cat, i would hate to lose him. but i was wondering what anyone has to say, feeling very hopeless. id do anything to save him

i was age 9, and spent the night at my uncles. we watched daybreakers and i fell asleep in the crawl space which had enough room for a mattress and myself. i dreamt of a train going down a track at first, everything besides the is a white yellow, just an ethereal plane. the train is massive, i mean as tall as the empire state and wide and i’m seeing it from the middle. it flips to a map of north america and this train ripping through it, and i’m mourning all the lives lost, feeling pure fear, zooming into the scenes of it tearing through entires cities wiping out millions of people. felt empty, like my world was coming to an end, i could actually feel myself unable to breath frozen. and i wo