Hi all,
I apologize for the pity post, but I'm extremely desperate for solutions/advice. Ill try my best to keep at minimum here, but here it goes.
I have a lot of blessings in my life. I (23M) have a well paying job, good family, a loving and faithful gf, great friends, great therapist, a variety of great hobbies (currently reading books and visual novels right now), and I do my earnest to live as a Christian. Yet there's a huge problem that leaves me downright distraught, irritated, confused, and overall unwell most days lately. And this has been bleeding over to my work and my relationships pretty badly.
I feel socially alienated from wider society. I suffer from a lack of "roo
