_frogslut_

34F trying to make actual friends and not the “we talk for 3 days and then you vanish like I imagined you” type 💀

I’m usually causing problems (respectfully) with my best friend (31F), and we’re looking for more people to join the chaos. I’m on Switch (Fortnite Zero Build, Story of Seasons, Pokémon, Rune Factory, cozy gremlin energy), she’s on PC (Fortnite, Siege, etc).

We basically live on Discord. Expect dark humor, sarcasm, unhinged conversations, and occasional deep life talks at random hours.

Not looking for anything weird or dating, just people to game with, hang out, or sit in VC silently like emotionally bonded cryptids.

Bonus points if you:

can hold a conversation

won’t disapp

34F here, usually gaming with my 31F friend, looking for some chill people to play with 🎮

I’m on Switch and mostly play Fortnite (Zero Build), Story of Seasons, Pokémon, Rune Factory, and other cozy games. She’s on PC and plays Fortnite, Siege, and a mix of other stuff.

We’re both pretty active and hang out on Discord a lot, big on dark humor, sarcasm, and just having fun, not super sweaty.

Just looking for people to run games with, vibe in VC, or even just exist in the same lobby while doing our own thing.

I struggle posting here because it always feels like a gamble whether anyone will even see it, but I don’t know where else to go right now.

I need to be medicated, that part isn’t debatable. The problem is that after almost 10 years, my providers still haven’t been able to find anything that truly works for me.

I’m bipolar and also have the MTHFR mutation, so SSRIs don’t seem to do much of anything. I’ve been on mood stabilizers, antipsychotics, off-label meds, you name it. Either they don’t work, or I have weird/bad reactions. At this point, it honestly feels like it would be easier to list what I haven’t tried.

I’m starting to feel less like “we just haven’t found the right medication y

​My thoughts are so loud and never-ending. It feels like I have too many tabs open, and my brain shuts down under the weight of it all. I have BPD, bipolar, OCD, and PTSD, on top of a genetic mutation. SSRIs are more of an issue than a solution. I also run into the issue of struggling to "finish" with SSRIs. I shouldn’t have to pick between pleasure and the chance that Zoloft will help my anxiety and depression.

​I'm running out of options for meds, and even on 200mg of an anti-psyhcotic , my moods are unmanageable. My mood swings are unpredictable. I'm angry. So angry. It affects my day-to-day life, and it’s affecting my family, too. I feel like a boiling pot of water. I can feel and see t

Things have been rough. I don’t go back to work for a few weeks and unemployment still hasn’t been approved. Our power got shut off last week, and by the time it was back on, all our food and my insulin had spoiled. I had to choose between buying groceries or paying the phone bill, and now I’m behind.

I hate asking for help and I’m not looking for pity, but if anyone can help with the phone bill, I would be grateful, as would my kids. Thank you.

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