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There’s no future. There’s no chance that he will suddenly feel the way I do. I don’t feel alive until he calls. It’s desperation, and I’m embarrassed. I’ve attached my value and worth to his opinion. I am in love with him, and I feel angry at myself for not being able to stop it. I never had a choice for what I’m feeling. I know the man is mentally ill and a screwed up individual, but I have a compulsive need to love him more until it makes a difference. Time ticks so slowly, especially when there’s a solid chance that everything I hope for will never come to be

I don’t want to love him anymore Reddit. I feel a flame for him so hot it’s not red it’s blue. My tears burn my face I want to to

I’ve been without a job for two months I start a new one next week. I was able to push rent off this far. My daughter and I are now being threatened with eviction. I do not want this to go way down hill. I live in a apartment above my father. So, it’s not just an eviction, it’s destroying my family. He’s not being unreasonable. He just can’t afford us on his back. Please help

Please help me. It’s very hard for me to get anywhere. I don’t have a few hundred for a vet. My 6 month old puppy ate a big sharp steak bone. He pooped this morning it looked like some passed. Then he vomited ,just bile and foam. He’s acting normal and playful, no tummy tenderness. I’m scared though. Can I give him something to coat his tummy? What would make him vomit