cerberusfangs

I hate myself.

From being 5 years old and the white kids across the street blaming me for things I didn’t do and teasing me.

From being 7 and abandoned by the neighborhood kids who’d bring me to a place and ditch me on their bikes, leaving me behind on purpose.

From being 8 and being told to never come back to a neighbors house.

From being 11 and being told I’m a “faggot”.

From being the “gay kid” in high school.

I hate my parents/family. They’ve been extremely selfish, hurtful, and confrontational.

I hate this world. I’ll never measure up in the eyes of others.

I want to draw, I want to write, I want to create a comic or video game, but I lack the skills, talent or drive. I’m truly a failure at everything I do. I have no one to believe in me, I have no one supporting me. It’s realizations like this that make it hard to even continue this “daily grind” bull shit. I will never measure up and it’s infuriating. It makes me want to kill myself out of spite. I hate this world, these people (that continually tell me I’m not good enough).

I’m sick of my life being dependent on someone in HR thinking I’m a “good fit” or not. How about you go fuck yourself?

I really enjoy this show! The music, crew, and endings, the smooth fighting, the not annoying dialogue.

From re-watching episode 1 & 2 after seeing 5, I picked up on the cues and purposeful plot creation that was created, but I may have missed the first time. Each characters desires are laid out, their personalities are briefly introduced and built upon more in 3, 4, & 5.

There’s some light plot twists, mysteries of the world building they’ve created, and great fighting scenes. I look forward to how each member of the crew interacts with one another (which I haven’t looked forward to in anime’s before).

I love the intro, the colors, and segments are aesthetically cool. I also l

life isn’t worth it

Life really isn’t worth it for someone as terrible as me. I’m constantly bombarded by other people’s “wins” and “success stories” and how they’ve been at their job for 5 years and everyone LOVES them and the work they put forth.

I will never be that person. I will never be valued for my time or efforts.

I’m so sick of seeing other people. I just feel like I’m below the ocean and watching life through the water while everyone’s on land enjoying their fulfilled lives.

Most days I wish I didn’t live this long. I’ve been so unhappy with who I am as a person and all these mistakes I’ve made as I’ve stumbled through life. I hate myself and I don’t have a future.

I wish I wasn’t myself. I wish I wasn’t this person that continually sucks at life. Everyone has a problem with me and always makes it feel like my fault. At work, in personal relationships, at school, no matter what I do: it’s not good enough or doesn’t cut it.

I’m sick of being myself. I absolutely hate myself. I hate my life. I don’t think I’ll ever be happy or feel accepted.

Feels so good after a long day at work to just release all that pent up stress. Just a long sighhhh of relief 😅.

I’ve tried different techniques (from soft to hard, less pressure to more) and I feel that it’s not always the same “journey” for me. I’m uncut and very sensitive.

Today I used my palm, in circular motions, going from between the middle to the bottom, using both sides of the bottom of my hand (the hills per se) to go back and forth between. This with some pressure from my hand gave me the “build up” I needed to release in the shower and feel that glorious squirting feeling. It’s totally different from piss and orgasming.

I then got hard from the erotic ness of squirting and

It hurts being creative and wanting to make things but not having the talent. I’m useless, and I’ll just always be a failure. I see people constantly posting their successful creations and getting such positive feedback and anything I post always gets ignored. I’m not talented and I lack a supportive audience that actually engages with me (when I’ve spent my time trying to constantly engage with my followers) it’s just a hard truth that really breaks me up inside. I shouldn’t have pursued art in my life. It hurts not being able to put the things in my head into the real world.

my life is a mistake. I feel like every time I think things are going “okay” or “slightly good” I get slapped in the face by reality. will my life always have these drops like this that just make me feel like shit?

My entire life is a series of failures. I’m a joke. My life is a joke. I’ll never be good enough for anyone. I’ll never succeed. It’s been an extremely lonely and painful 28 years of being alive on this fucked up planet. I’m tired.

Hello all! I just finished the game today and wanted to make a small guide on how to clear Intense mode and get those lovely “S-Ranks” & send those Kaiju packing!

In this guide I’ll be covering: -Pilot Skills -Team Composition -Pilot Kits -Terminal Strategy -Positioning -Other

Pilot Skills - Each Pilot will unlock skills every 5 levels until level 30. They can’t be upgraded, but they can be turned on/off. These skills vary on Personal levels, as well as Relationships with one another, to even the # of Kaiju present. Read through them carefully! They will be your saving grace in some situations. They also are how I base my Team Composition. From Attack Order, Teammate Proximity and #

I’m just a waste of space. I’ve wasted my entire life and every opportunity I’ve been given, all because I wanted to be accepted in a community that refused to. I think it was a mistake for my birth mom to go through with having me and to put me up for adoption after 3 months. I wish she hadn’t had me. I wish I wasn’t adopted last minute by the family that chose me. I wish that I didn’t grow up in the close minded area I grew up in. I hate it here. I hate myself. I hate my choices. I should have done something with my life but now all I can get is a minimum wage job with my useless degree. I’m a failure as an artist, friend, and individual. People online have made it very clear that they don

I’m just a waste of space honestly. Every day I find myself being so unhappy with myself. I am a walking mistake. I’ve been so unhappy every day of my life just wishing to feel connected or loved and it’s just completely isolating. I always am a mistake to everyone that meets me.