flutterfly27

I'm 24 years old and I still live with my mom. After college I struggle to take care of myself and can't work 9-5 anymore and my mom has been very helpful as I try to get back on track (I'm helping her business and I plan to get a masters degree next year), but sometimes she can be very draining and cruel with me. How do you guys deal with your family at home as an autistic woman?

Life is already very hard and our disability is invisible, add that to me being undiagnosed because my country might discriminate me in many ways if it's recorded officially. It also looks like I'm lazy even though I'm working around the house every day just because I need alone time. I feel like giving up, I fee

This is not his fault. For context, we (24F, 35M) are friends and had been vetting each other for a relationship for a month.

I'm always the eager one. I'm the one asking to develop our relationship and he's always so gentle and accommodating to me and i know he wants this too. We then became more intimate and we confessed our crush on each other that i thought we were getting closer, so i (kind of) demanded more time from him when i was vulnerable last week.

He's always very busy and tend to ditch the conversations when he has things to do and it often messed up my mind as i missed him a lot especially since his account got locked three weeks ago, so i asked him (in the height of me bein

I don't know where to start and I'm sorry for venting and telling a story, I just need to get this out of my chest as I'm trying to process my feelings. After six months of talking to men online, being introduced to a Dom/sub dynamic, breaking up with my first Dom, educating myself more and getting into the community deeper, and finally vetting with someone decent, I think this chapter is finally coming to an end. This potential Dom I'm talking to is very emotionally mature and respectful, I think that's what I like about him. For context, I am 24F and he is 35. When I proposed the dynamic, he arranged everything for me and is so reassuring despite my constant anxiety, I could tell that he r

I'm writing an original work for a *certain* October event this year as my way to learn more about kink and D/s dynamics, and I wonder if you have something specific you'd like to see more in romance books because you think it's very sweet yet under-represented because it's too intimate, personal, or "mundane" from public's perspective.

The story I write isn't going to start from proper vetting because I love drama, but for me, the process of getting to know each other's depth is very romantic in itself. It does waste time if written in detail, but reading about someone who's curious and asking all the right things makes my heart flutter. What's yours?

I haven't heard from him for a while now.. I know the age gap is pretty significant, but he never misled or took advantage of me, any development in our dynamic was done out of my request. We met on a roleplay server and we've been talking for three months. He always treats me very well and carefully even though we're in an adult space, which prompted me to ask him if he'd be interested to move the relationship forward and see if we're compatible.

He bashfully agreed and I was so excited, he helped me to accommodate for the vetting process and we had a great time. But last week he mentioned another business trip to Canada, and in Sunday he suddenly stopped replying.

The problem is, this m

i haven't heard from him for a while now.. we've been talking for three months and he's been treating me very well and carefully even though we're in an adult space, which prompted me to ask him if he'd be interested to move the relationship forward and see if we're compatible.

he agreed and i was so excited, he accommodated for the whole thing and we had a great time. but last week he mentioned a business trip to Canada, and in Sunday he stopped replying.

this man is always consistent and tried his best to contact me at least once every day even on his busiest days, even on his trips or emergencies, so this is very unlike him. he could be changing his mind about me, i know, but at the s

Let me just start from the beginning because I can feel that I'm about to close this chapter of my life for the better. It's going to be long but I have a good feeling about this and would like to share a (kinda) positive story with you in this sub.

So I've been DMed by around 280 men (and probably 4 women) since the first time I put up my advert for online (NSFW) role-play, and it's been a rollercoaster journey. The people I met are mostly lustful and not appreciating the writing process like I do, but there are some that isn't, and less than that who cared a lot... but they also brought troubles of their own.

I got emotionally attached to around 6 guys in this period until I met my firs

hi guys! I've only been educating myself properly about this dynamic for around 4 weeks now and even though I know that I am a submissive, I don't fully know what is it exactly that I want and dislike in the dynamic yet.

so I met my writing partner online about 2 months ago, and he's been nothing but sweet and careful towards me. I always have a hard time understanding people and what they feel or think about me, so I didn't know about his feelings as we write while I caught myself crushing on him the more he's making great time and effort, consistently, just to let me know how his day has been even on his busiest and most exhausting days. For context, I am 24 years old while he is 35, both

way before i fully understand consent and boundaries, i had a "play partner" online. he is very much into rough instructions and crossing my boundaries. for example he'd pressure me to take videos and photos of myself to please himself even when i've told him i'm not comfortable. once he talked about how he'd see me in a year to use me repeatedly because of how much he liked me, but he doesn't want to commit because he's been hurt before. he also told me he wanted to beat me up because i told him i don't think i'm beautiful... there's too many red flags that overwhelmed me.

i felt scared already when this side of his was revealed slowly, but i didn't say anything until he went on a vacation

I just broke up with someone from a roleplay community. I'm doing everything I can to avoid thinking about him because it hurts, but I really love the plot that we were writing together and wonder if writing about a similar prompt would be a good way to process my pain or if it's harmful because I'm basically immortalize him with my creation? does anyone have an experience with writing about an ex before? thank you for your time!

I'm currently feeling very sad and exhausted, so I want to plan my birthday to distract myself. I'm turning 25 on December, just a few days before new year, where people usually no longer care about celebrating a birthday anymore. I know it's still a long way to go, but I want to be the one treating myself the best that day. I wonder what you'd do to celebrate your special day, especially in an affordable, "non-stimulating, and low energy" way?

I hope I conveyed myself clearly here because english isn't my first language. Thank you so much for your time!

This is going to be a long post.. I'm truly sorry, but I really need to let this out.

He is 35 years old and I am 24. We had an online D/s dynamic before we took a break from it 3 days ago. I'm getting better at shifting my attention from thinking of him, but mornings and evenings are particularly hard because this is the time when he'd usually be around.

I could just text him and he would answer, very warmly, and we'd talk again, because there's nothing wrong between us besides the things that are deep down in the trench.

It feels like my body is pulling me to text him right now and I'm fighting it so hard. I'm thankful for anyone who's reading this because I need to write this down o

it's probably not the appropriate sub to post this but i'm currently being verbally abused by my mother and usually i'd text him to distract me from the pain.

we took a break from the dynamic because of various reasons (he can't give me the time and attention i deserve, above many other problematic things). i'm trying so hard not to send him a text because i don't want to start the dopamine hit and drop anymore, right now i'm blasting music in my earphone so i wouldn't have to listen to the cruel words.

please tell me that i'm doing the right thing..? i really yearn to be held and cared for but i don't want to accept anything halfhearted anymore. it's really hard and i always want to give

hi there! i'm an Asian woman in my early 20s and i'm looking for an older man who'd like to experience a long-term taboo/controversial relationship as a Dom for a soft and naive woman.

we're going to decide together how the relationship was actually developed, but i'd love for your character to approach mine with persistence, probably mixed with some kind of dubcon or coercion/manipulative elements. i enjoy drama and heavy romance so we're going to explore the characters' inner world a lot, but at the same time i want to keep maintaining the smut ratio to 80%. i'm fairly literate and i prefer to write in 1st person perspective, in present tense.

i plan for this story to focus more on how t

hi everyone.

i'm currently overwhelmed with feelings and don't really know where else to go. it's been a while since you guys made me realize how dangerous my "dom" is for my mental health because he held the information about his marital status from me until i asked about his routine one night (and at this point i already agreed to be his submissive).

since that time, i've been trying to pull myself away from him, asking for a break and some clarity, but this is the first time that i've met someone so delicate and respectful to me that i struggle to see his flaws whenever he's spending his time with me. it's always like, he listens to me and reassures me to the point where i felt like i