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I'm a 20 year old male, I had a somewhat rough upbringing and I deal with depression.

The topic I need to rant about is rape. I have never been raped i want to make that clear So here's the story Its currently 8:18am here and I've been up since 10:30am yesterday pulling an all nighter for my mental health (ik that sounds wrong dont worry) So when I pull all nighters its hard and I need to be entertained or I get tired So I read the korean manwha top down scroll comics (the porn ones) because they always have me addicted to scrolling down to every text blurb So I'm reading this one and I'm liking it mostly but then it decides to have one of the characters be raped I was immediately di

(white male writing) what happened in ferguson angered me back in freshman year of highschool... like a lot! i live about 25 minutes from ferguson in a middle class white neighborhood

in senior year i wrote a paper about white guilt and the systematic racism of the ghettos and how we played big roles in burrying black americans in misfortune and distitude poverty. it didnt make it in though, something about a group of students shoes beat me. and i realised noone actually gave a fuck or wanted to hear it at least (especially my so called liberal journalism teacher)

im a racist and i know it, i do many things to get rid of it but my prejiduces are deep. however just because i dont fuck with

How tf do I download anime WITH THE AUDIO for premiere

i lost a friend(ethan) recently because my other friends(zac) girlfriend(taylor) said ethan siad that i said zac cheated on her [fucking drama i know] so i told ethan to fuck off but honestly as someone with few friends ethan was the only person i could go to with emotions as me and zac have never had that relationship even though we are close. i honestly dont know why this had to happen, i literally did nothing and somehow the pot stirred and i get that its stupid petty drama but i also lost a friend and that shit hit really hard, the quarantine is l;eaving me alone with my thoughts and idk what to do, i just embarresed myself by venting to a random person on discord who understandably d

I am sorry for posting this here instead of saying it to someone I know

I've wanted to die for a very long time. I guess it started when I was around 6 when my parents divorced. It wasnt the divorce it was all the shit around it. And then when I was 11-14 my moms boyfriend abused me mentally and physically. That's where I became numb. I've spent most of my time alone. I guess that's why I want to die. And In my senior year of high school I became depressed. I also simultaneously got my heart broken. I've been pretty depressed since then. When I was an adolescent I gained weight from poor habits and some prescriptions. I haven't liked my body since then. It's been a good excuse not to make

Would you consider it unethical to be a therapist if I am or have been depressed?

My brother is really going through it he thinks everyone he works with hates him cus they pick on him and I just want to say to everyone, be kind! We are here for so little time and nothing is guaranteed. We need to love eachother and try and respect every human for who they are and how they feel. We need to focus on the fact that we all think and feel and no one not a single person is somehow better or worse than anyone. Be compassionate be vulnerable be kind be caring be sad be happy be fun be boring be whatever the fuck you want to be and respect everyone else for doing the same thing man. Were so fucking inconceivably fragile and to destroy something so beautiful is the ultimate crime. P

Very abnormal post but I remember I worked with this girl and I thought she was hella cute but knew she wasnt in to me, so one day were talking and she said I seemed really cool and I told her something to the effect of "no I'm definitely not cool... I love godzilla" and no lie this girl turned around and said "no way me too" I think that's the first time I've felt love for another person xD

Thanks for letting me waste your time and remember gojira fans ... nerdy isnt bad anymore

Is the fact that x died

He was a great person and I really loved him and yet he doesnt exist anymore and I really needed to cry but couldn't at least not until I happened upon one of his songs

Even in death his art has helped me and I can do nothing but enjoy it in return

Rest in beauty and peace my friend

(Sorry for mistakes I'm a little drunk) im also sad tonight for no reason I've been very good lately but tonight in sad! I feel so alone and worthless which I hate For two years ive wasted my time wasted my life doing nothing to make myself happy ive become accustomed to sitting alone all day on my days off and now I'm starting to become introverted and anxious when I go out to the super market (I'm fucking 20 years old) i cant talk to my friends my best one is in bootcamp and I've written him twice now got a letter from him in the mail and what would you know it wasnt even for me, it was for my mother! I've let go of friendships pretended I'm okay being alone avoided and chickened out on w

I can run through my feed in like no time at all its lame

I did not eat the watermelon

i wanna be alex supertramp for real

fuck childhood i hated school i hated my moms abusive ass boyfriend wish he got hit by abus i fucking hated sitting around all day not being able to go outside and fucking the embaressment of growing up and not knowing things you shouldnt even know yet when you find them out you feel like the only fucking idiot who didnt know it

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fuck highschool fuck all the other worthless motherfuckers i made friends with and all of the teachers who didnt teach me shit and fuck the fact that whenever i would try to learn more than the cirriculum and start asking questions i would be shot down and discouaged about learning in the institution dedicated to