The darkness inside cannot be masqueraded and hidden
So I’ll sit and laugh and act a scene
So I’ll act like it’s all okay
Push my senses into the water
Drown them,until numb rises from the bubbles
Until I cannot feel I’ll feel you
Wrapped around my body
Hands around your neck
Eyes come closer but separate as I look upon the roof
And when your hair fell on my body to one side
And I had not felt butterflies within
I Started
Counting the tiles until I cannot feel
Until I cannot speak I will breathe your soul
Lips lock and my land shifts
But I cannot speak my mind with your curls falling through my hand
Like sand trying to grip , grain upon grain until I lose you