I can't live with these dependencies anymore. They're hurting more than they help. I don't want my live to revolve around pills. I don't want to ride this pendulum anymore. I want to enjoy the boring ambiance of life.
Was prescribed adderall when I was 18. I'll be 21 soon. Also insert periods of cocaine and a stunt with meth. I got out of a bad situation a bit ago. I have used cannabis every day since I was 14, but especially so when used in conjuction to pills. I've been on pot so long that I'm excited to see how I'll change as I stay off it.

![F/19/5'2" [89lbs < 110lbs = 21lbs] (4 months) fuck anorexia](https://i.redd.it/58q6jo805wme1.jpeg)

