For a while, but especially recently, I've just been despairing and feeling so jealous of people who can... just do things. Whilst I've been aware of my ADHD it's been because I wish I could act like a neurotypical and just do stuff when I need to like uni work, chores, errands, etc. But honestly, recently, it's been everyone. I envy my boyfriend (NT) who's like a cat and seems to land on his feet no matter how much he messes up, I envy my best friend who struggles with depression but still manages to rise to the task, and I envy my own mum who only pursued her own ADHD diagnosis after I had confided in her about my own suspicions about myself.
Of course people without ADHD will succeed in











