GotCrossfire

Setting up WiFi on my portable fridge for extended travel. What should I name the WiFi signal? Currently it’s “LIVE ORGAN TRANSFER COOLER”. The vehicle itself also has a WiFi transmitter, which is currently named “Potato Handler”.

Well, no matter what I do, it seems I always fall back into self loathing and depression. I feel like I should get a lot more fulfillment out of life but it’s just impossible. I work all day, then I come home and feel inundated with all the chores I’ve made for myself. I can’t get motivated to tackle my home projects and it’s really putting a massive strain on the relationship with my girlfriend who doesn’t seem to understand. I sometimes start to feel my emotions sink toward the end of my work day knowing it’s time to go home and deal with being confronted about my lack of motivation. I just can’t get off my ass and do something about it. I know what I have to do, I just can’t.

Title. It’s been over a month since I kicked her out. We packed everything and I delivered her belongings but she insisted on leaving the kitchen cabinet full because she had all that stuff where she’s going. I can’t keep it. I have to have only one or two of every dish otherwise it piles up in the sink.

All the weird utensils I have no idea what purpose they serve in a kitchen. All the colorful bowls and cups, the mini forks and spoons her little toddler I adored would use. I wasn’t her dad but she’s always called me so. It’s her 3rd birthday today. The only one I’ve ever missed. I even took today off work so I wouldn’t break down there. But I’ve spent all my time at work since this has s

I deactivated most of my social media a little over a week ago. I’m a guy that scrolls FB for several hours a day, and I just found it to be making matters worse so I deactivated it during a rather tense time with several people to try and escape.

Well, I’m bored, and I know nobody will notice if I reactivate it again for a minute and just check how everybody is doing. The way everybody has just gone on with their lives, new profile pictures here and there and hardly recognizing some people after just one week offline.

My best friends who never even noticed I had gone, and suddenly haven’t spoken to since, sharing regular posts every few hours.

My big girl got a haircut and seems to be

We all know our last day is coming. It doesn’t matter if it’s today or in 10 years. Yeah there’s places to go, people to meet. But you can’t see it all. You can’t meet them all. It comes to a point where going forward is meaningless, but you can’t bring yourself to end it the way you wish you could. You don’t want to hurt your family. But you want to be gone. So you just wait to die. You take bigger risks, take less care of yourself hoping that you’ll eventually succumb to a car accident or health problems. Nobody will ever know you let it happen that way, that it was intentional to die untimely. Sure, they’ll grief, but they don’t have that added turmoil of knowing you were suffering in lif

I’m sitting here pondering, for what feels like the millionth time. Thought it was over. Reached out to a guy hoping that since I recovered, I could pass on a good story so that he might improve too. But I’m back to square one.

But what do you do first, when you feel like you’re losing control? Do you call the hotline? Your mom? I want to call them both. My mom would just talk me out of it, I’ve never called her before but I know she would. But that doesn’t help, I’ve never tried the hotline before so I think I’ll do that first.

I’m sitting at a dog park, I walked in with at least 6 dogs running around and I thought that might cheer me up. While staring at my phone writing the last paragr

I just played for the first time in a couple months and as soon as I skin a buffalo and throw the pelt over my shoulder it disappears? Doesn’t go on the horse, doesn’t appear in my satchel, doesn’t appear on the ground. The first time it showed that it left my inventory as I was half way to the butcher but the second time nothing. Some update or is it a glitch?

Anyone hunt some bison yet to see if it’s been nerfed too? I didn’t hunt or fish in SP so I’ve been enjoying it online. Not enough missions to be interesting for me.