Hi everyone, I am learning to freestyle lap swim and suffering from some anxiety in the water that I'm hoping others have experienced and overcome.
I notice I first have the urge to breathe about halfway through a 25yd lap. I feel calm up until that point, but once I have to start breathing, things go south. As ridiculous as it sounds, having to think about breathing on top of everything else feels like too much. It makes me feel breathless, gasp-y and panicked, even though I can get enough air. And then when I panic, I instinctively speed up, which I’m sure just makes the breathlessness worse. I think I understand and can anticipate what is happening yet have not been able to work my way a
