starryval

i think it all comes from the fact this is not the life i want for me, i want better grades, i want friends at school, i want my friends to pick me as much as i pick them, i want my parents to not struggle financially, i want to work harder, i want to make money, i want to be useful, i want to be pretty

i want to put my life together but it’s so hard, the last weeks i’ve been missing so much school, my grades are fine but when i wake up in the morning i just feel like i cant do this, i feel like everyone is so disappointed in me, all i do is sleep, today i skipped the last 3 periods of the school day just because, i don’t feel like going tomorrow, im an only child and i’m always alone at h

I hate myself so fuckinh much

I can barely hold it in anymore i don’t even remmebe the last time i didn’t cry over my face on a daily basis i hate my stupid huge nose and everything abiut my face

some days ago i went out with my parents and i felt a bit better about myself after getting ready but as soon as i stepped out of the house and saw how all the other girls looked so effortlessly pretty i started tearing up yes in public, and when we got back to the car i cried the whole way home till i fell asleep

i don’t have high standards in beauty, i don’t need a small nose or big lips of big eyes, i just need regular features, i find almost everyone beautiful bc the average person has nor

my feet feel like they are on fire

This website is over hated honestly i had like a 8.5/10 experience with them, -1.5 points because the website or the bank failed to do the transaction so the skates weren’t paid and they hadn’t sent them, but we called them and they sent us an email where we could pay, then they sent the skates that same day and they arrived 3 days later (from italy to spain), we also called them to ask about returns before we bought them and they also answered quickly, they also have some of the lowest prices i’ve ever seen in europe

both me and my friend switched to edea and we both agreed that the first times we wore them it felt weird because it kind of felt like it made you naturally press on the ball/tip of ur boot, like it had more heel lift than normal boots (not inside of the boot, it’s more like when you spin or do edge jumps) has anyone else felt this? why is it?

i have two other cats, one is my moms one is mine and me and my cat used to be super close but now i don’t want her to feel like she’s less loved bc she’s not a kitten ☹️ the kitten is super lovely she got comfortable fast so she’s always laying next to me and trying to get up on me to cuddle, i still pet and pick up my other cat but she’s not a super lovely cat like the kitten, tho the kitten is picking up similar habits as my older cat like sitting on my lap at dinner and then my older cat sits next to me and looks at me and omg it just makes me feel so bad 😭 this is so silly but i’m crying over it i just hope my cat knows i still love her the most bc it’s always been me and her ☹️ it’s so

I know overtures are a soft boot and my blades will outlast them, but that’s what i wanted them to do so i wouldn’t have to buy blades again when i switch skates, me and my coach both wear a 240 so she just gave me her old blades for half the og price which i’m very grateful for cause these were my dream blades and i was jumping off the walls when i heard this 🥳

it’s a ability im not gonna stop using it just bc ur big backed self is mad i’m winning all of my clashes with it 😹 i got attacked in way too many servers for this

she’s a stray kitten, she had been hiding in a garage and meowing for 3 days straight till my mom could bring her home, when we brought her home we let her out in the kitchen, she was so scared she peed herself and started running everywhere like crazy before she hid under the kitchen cabinets, we waited till 2am but she still hadn’t gotten out to use the litter box or eat, so i took her out, she didn’t show any signs of resistance to me taking her out so that was good, when i started petting her she started purring but instead of getting calm she kept on trying to escape towards the cabinets trying to get in, so me and my mom decided it was best to let her sleep under the kitchen cabinet so

Im gonna turn 16 this month 🥳

cat 1 is super playful and lovely, she purrs at the minimal pets, likes to hit cat 2, super vocal, will eat anything, kills bugs and brings them to you, really curious and makes sure she looks in the way of any sound, will play with anything, will also destroy everything she can, will come to you if you call her

cat 2 never purrs, never meows, barely even moves, literally couldn’t care less even if she heard a bomb explode, she sits in the same position looking at the same wall for hours, never defends herself, picky eater but will eat plastic and puke it afterwards, will sit in front of you at a distance and just stare at you, got told she’s creepy by guests way too many times, might be a