Matrix_DJ_RJS

To give you some background, I'm a teenager in Highschool (17m). I'm so insecured about myself that I don't have large circle of friends, while some of my friends have. I'm not an introvert, but I tend to try hard to be an extrovert and try to hide my insecurity. I'm jealous to my friend who, let's say, our class clown. He can make everyone laugh, has no problems getting along with others, has a lot of friends, confidence etc. He's not that smart, but I'm so jealous with his circle of friends because they're always the ones who can make the whole class laugh at anytime. I'm so insecured about myself since I'm not like them, I want to be like them. I feel I'm so inferior and they're far super

can i receive a feedback based on your experience with gateway process tapes? and advice will be highly appreciated as well

ive already asked this question several times before, but i still couldnt get my mind off on ruminating about afterlife, and whether or not there's one, it really makes me feel too overwhelmed.'this thought always baffles me, what's the purpose of life if we all gonna die at the end? without religion affiliation, what's the purpose of life if there's no afterlife? isn't it pointless? like you'll just die, and boom, you're now dead, and you're now gone off the face the earth, what's the purpose of life without the presence of afterlife? albeit it hasn't been disproven, neither proven,this thought is truly depressing to me, im really afraid to die, im not afraid in the concept of dying, im af

idk if this is the right sub to ask, but i wanna try. alr so quick recap, so the protagonist namely 'tree' is reliving the day over and over again to find the identity of the killer in the first movie,but in the sequel, it's seemingly she slipped into parallel version of herself wherein she's also stuck in timeloop ig? and she wants to comeback to the original timeline. but here's the problem, everytime she dies, did she just resetting the day? just like the same way in the 2014 movie 'edge of tomorrow.' everytime she relives the day, does she actually resetting the day? or is she really stuck in time loop? or everytime she dies, she's just simply shifting to the parallel version of herself

Howdy, me again, can somebody give some feedbacks and their experiences with the full series of gateway tapes.

howdy, can i ask if anybody here has a google drive link for gateway tapes?? the drive posted here before was taken down. id highly appreciate if someone send it to me, thanks!!!