RDoanut

I like this girl who has borderline personality disorder and has attempted to commit suicide before, so someone like me in the past but no longer. We've both found help since then and have gotten a lot better. It’s summer time and I’m looking for fun but I caught the feels for her. We met on Tinder. We were very alike and laughed non stop together. Went on 8 dates in the span of a month. Things were going well in the first three weeks, lots of conversation, fun sex, and good vibes. We had high sex and in my vulnerable state, she asked me to be honest with her and I asked her to “Be my girlfriend” and that “I hate you, I love you, I hate you”. She said no we can’t be in a relationship because

I like this girl who has borderline personality disorder and has attempted to commit suicide before, so someone like me in the past but no longer. We've both found help since then and have gotten a lot better. It’s summer time and I’m looking for fun but I caught the feels for her. We met on Tinder. Things were going well in the first three weeks, lots of conversation, fun sex, and good vibes. We had high sex and in my vulnerable state, she asked me to be honest with her and I asked her to “Be my girlfriend” and that “I hate you, I love you, I hate you”. She said no we can’t be in a relationship because it’s too soon after she caught her ex cheating 3 months back, but she does like me. She s

What is the right way

to go into the night

a blight on the sky

no sty in sight

Eye blind with cries of fries late night rides

Up above the flight takes away

The thoughts of last night

Don’t wanna be anywhere near

The thought of you

​

​

After that last night

I couldn’t go back

Spark the flames

Of my desire

To go back into

That fire

Go into the deep end

Don’t even know how to swim

​

Wake up

Breakfast in bed

Steam buns left in the oven

Fill them up

Replace what didn’t quite fit

​

​

Hoo boy

How I hate you

The way I want to

Be back with you

Makes me mad

And smile

At the same time

​

&am

Come into your place

Scars on the face of the walls

Say you wanna be cool and distant

Hope that isn't the case

​

​

Uhaul driver

You haul five of us

Fateful meetings

Are all we can make

​

​

Gotta finish this in one trip

Moving away

Say goodbye to the memories

Dump the ashtray

​

​

Uhaul driver

You haul in spite of us

Fateful meetings

Are all we can make

​

​

Said you never wanted to be clingy

Never wanted to care

Your last room had you screaming

And gods you were scared

​

​

Uhaul driver

Fading away

Face full of meaning

Beaming memories we can make

&

Where's my sight?

A lost Bambi, flashing headlights

A crunch

An acrid hunch

An emptied lunch

​

Where's my scent?

Did I give up for lent?

Emotions vacant

Swelling resent

​

Where's my heart?

I'll remove it for yours

New face, new beat

Get off the floor

​

Where's that tongue

You taste so fun

Blacken my lungs

So fresh, so young

​

Scares that shun

A crunch

An acrid hunch

Fulfilling lunch

​

[1], [[2]](https://www.reddit.com/r/OCPoetry/comments/bkbdi0/fetish_v2/emfg2hp?utm_source=share&utm_medium=we

Delicate little flower

Breezing in the way

Why do you hamper

The bees in May?

Collect your sweet showers

In a hazy autumn shade

Will we ever open

The rays of your malaise?

Drown feelings with wine

Always the seeker never the hide

Eyes beg to spread open

But mama said tough hides don’t die

Take it for granted

This feeling of life

Nobody wants it

When you’re too deep inside

1

2

Things you believed

​

That brought you comfort

Are those that which

​

Scar far

and short

​

1 , 2