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I think we're the lucky ones. We're the ones that get to experience the despairing depths of when we lose one half of ourselves. I think we get to truly understand what it means to lose someone you love and I think from that, we are given the opportunity to learn.

I believe that we humans are dense creatures. We never really learn anything until there is hardship or pain. Through this pain we're experiencing, I think we have an opportunity to learn what is really required to make a marriage work. I think we have an opportunity to learn what we need in a partner for a successful marriage as well. So whilst this will be the worst time of my life, I hope that the changes I go through will lea

its been a particularly introspective week for me. i figure its part of moving on, but for the first time in months i've been really fixated on my marriage. I've kinda worked out a few things.

1. The warning signs were there. I ignored them because i thought it could never happen to me.

I always kind of knew that my stbxw wasn't as committed to our relationship as I was. It wasn't a major imbalance, she was definitely committed up to a point. She definitely loved me and definitely did a lot for me. But it turns out there were limits. I would have done anything for her and endured pretty much anything for her, whereas the reverse was not true.

2. Whether or not you're to blame, its your fa

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7-_NF7uTcbA

Thought it was interesting from a learning point of view. Their approach was almost old school Chinese. All about farm and incremental advantage.

Its clear openAI still has some pretty major flaws, but even in the final fights the AI fought really well. Even though I would guess there was a major networth difference, the fights were closer than it would have been had two human teams been playing in the same circumstances.

Its hard to explain the fear of falling asleep. When you get so tired, you need to rest and yet, you don't want to close your eyes because of the visions. Sadly for me depression doesn't stop when I fall asleep, it just gets worse. In the darkness my demons seem to multiply and they come with a vengeance. The battle never stops and the war can never be won. With every advantage comes a disadvantage. With every win, a loss. This is my experience of depression.

I used to think resilience was some special thing. Some magical trait that was impossible to attain. Through everything though, I have learnt its actually quite simple. Resilience, like courage is a choice. Do what needs to be done, a

And a couple of hundred thousand other humans with depression... But yeah. A few years back, I was in the fetal position on my bathroom floor praying that I could hit rock bottom. That way the only way things could go would be up... In that moment, I thought that was as bad as things could have gotten. Turns out, I was wrong. Things got worse. I'm about to be 30, divorced, unemployed and living with my parents.

And yet, I'm still here. Very few normal people experience rock bottom. The absolute worst life can be. I believe that I am a product of my experiences. If I can keep going, I'll be stronger than most. I'll be better equipped, than almost anyone else.

I view suicide as the ultimate

Well, no shit. When you don't put in any effort, of course it isn't going to turn out how you want. When you refuse to engage and completely check out of the process, the result is inevitable.

The biggest thing i've learnt is life is not a disney movie. Sometimes things just don't work out, even though everything says it should. Sometimes people aren't who you thought they were and they aren't who they told you they were.

I am australian and i've always wanted to live and work overseas. Life kinda got in the way, but its become a possibility again for me. I'm looking for advice/suggestions. What are some great countries to live and work in as an Australian?

https://www.dotabuff.com/items/guardian-greaves

Been watching a bunch of high level pubs and it keeps appearing. Right now i'm watching Raven play it.

Why?

29M and married exactly 3 years and 4 months after having been together for 9 years. Is there anyone else here who is a depressive and suicidal that managed to find something to live for? How did you do it?

I sacrificed everything for my relationship. Literally everything, career, education, you name it, I threw it on the altar and sent it to Cthulhu. And now, no relationship, I have nothing left. I have no reason to go on, and yet I'm too stubborn to die.

1. Turn down the bright white texture.
2. Have each of the objectives be their own chain. Have a chain for hacking, a chain for defeating Mordu Legion ships, a chain for mining so that people can play the event how they want. It will also prevent people from having a wall of shit objectives that they don't want to do.
3. Remove the stupid objectives like "defeat mordu's ships with m weapons"
4. Make the smaller ships drop stuff so that the miners/hackers have a chance at accessing the better drops.

Sup scrubs. This is for the plebs below 3k and why they should pick Lion. If you're like me and wondering what you should be picking in 7.20, this is definitely for you.

Fair warning, prepare your collective anus for some epic salt no kappa.

• He's good in the shit tier for the same reason LC is.

When your autistic carry can't close out the game and it ends up going on for 30mins+ longer than it should because they went and farmed neutrals with 5 dead on the enemy team, you can keep scaling (somewhat). In addition to the +dmg to finger for kills, Lion also has AOE hex at level 25 and a +120 GPM talent. People are dumb af about grouping up and you don't need to play Tide to land a ravage.

With all the sub cap - cap balance debate going on, I have a question.

Why is nobody talking about the application of frigate sized fighters v frigate sized frigates? Why do people have an issue with the damage application of like sized ships?

For example, in a 9 v 9 fighter v frigate fight, based on my analysis the frigates always win. Not only can they be fit more accurately (with better tank), they represent harder targets in almost every way? They deal more damage on a hull to hull basis compared to fighters and are more survivable, which is the way it should be. Hell, throw frigate logi into the mix and it gets even worse. Throw in ECM and its completely one sided?

Or is the problem