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I've never done LSD before, always been a little scared of having a bad trip. I would never think I would do it in a festival setting, but it was offered, and it just felt right, so I did it.

I was a bit nervous that I would be over stimulated, but honestly it was very subtle.

I took one tab, and 1 hour and 30 minutes later (thank god I didnt redose), I noticed I kept looking at the sky. Then I noticed my vision seemed quite a bit different. Like I would focus on specific things alot, especially any bright light.

When I saw my friends, sometimes I had to go through the process of remembering who they were. I would think "Oh this person looks nice. Oh . . . I think I know them som

Just want the input from /drugs first before I make a decision.

I have 3g of MDMA and a festival coming up. I haven't rolled for 8 months. I wanted a nice long long long break. My last roll didn't get going, and I think it's because I took it too close to another roll (one week apart).

Anyway, I want a really nice experience this time, and I have a festival coming up . . . but I'm thinking I may skip the MDMA for the fest this time, and do it instead with my boyfriend alone at home. We have a really nice relationship and haven't shared a roll yet.

I dont want to wait 3-4 months after a fest to roll with him, so I'm thinking of rolling now and just doing blow and some weed at the fes

One of the thing about being in a current or former relationship with someone with BPD, is I'm always wondering if I will ever find a good healthy love that is as fulfilling.

I know that sounds odd, but even after the honeymoon phase, I really enjoyed my exBPD because he was very affectionate and cuddly. It's a hard trait for me to find in someone, and I would like someone like that again.

However, now when someone is affectionate with me, I find myself pulling back, and associating the behavior with someone who's "too fast" or "overly affectionate" for a normal person.

It's bumming me out in a weird way.

I would like at some point to find someone very romantic like my BPD ex, but n

I am nonBPD

My exBPD totally discarded me with no warning. The night before we had made some great future plans and were getting along famously. He seemed so in tune with me, and he seemed genuinely happy.

The next day, he yelled and screamed at me, said he should have never got back together with me, and he told me I was ruining his life. He left me a total wreck and destroyed my psyche.

That was 3 weeks ago. I am doing much better now, but I feel like he inflicted the pain on me, that he feels himself. He completely discarded me, just like he is always afraid of being discarded. He avoids healthy relationships for more "secure" relationships, so that he can avoid being alone. His

Question is in title . . .

My friend bought 2 tickets at once, and car camping. Car camping is associated to the wristband, but he is unsure of which one.

My assumption is that it's attached to both wristbands . . .

Can anybody confirm?

I have a group of amazing friends who are really awesome. They're caring, concsious of others, always a blast to be around, and no matter how crazy they get, they always maintain their personality.

In April of this year, Adderall came into our lives. I tried it a couple of times, and it wasn't my thing. It made me spacey and I didn't enjoy the feeling. No big loss, there are other drugs to do . . . and I dont "need" to be blitzed all the time anyway.

Fast forward to now, and I've noticed that my friends are CONSTANTLY popping adderrall. They have a constant supply from a friend with 3 scripts for it.

I've known these guys for 5 years, but the last time I saw them, I hardly even rec

For anybody who's into music theory and that kinda stuff . . . my vocal range is F2-B4 in full voice. My head voice is like . . . A5 or something, I dunno (I dont use it as a main technique or often).

My most comfy belt is definitely A4, but I do belt Bb4 and B4.

I was trained as tenor (not sure about that one), but my voice does have very tenorish qualities. It's very light and has a child like ring to it. Very young sounding. It doesn't have much weight.

With that being said, curious what keys are good for this range?

I'm thinking like . . . keys of G and A maybe good since those are nice "peak" notes for me.

Any input is cool.

So, last weekend, I took quite a high amount of MDMA, but didn't achieve a roll. I figured, well I guess my tolerance is up and my days are over, and I'm okay with that.

Well I've also been on a THC break so I can pee clear for a job. Right after I took my piss test, I went home and smoked a small nice indica joint.

5 minutes later I was literally totally floored. I felt like I was totally rolling and high on E. I was in a complete state of bliss totally unlike any high I've had on weed before. I was joking with my friend and said "Dude, I think the weed just released all the molly saved up in my bloodstream or something!"

I even got the same weird side effect I get on MDMA which is

I spread my doses apart. Last dose was 4 months ago. Had a great roll on 150mg.

This weekend, kept pushing for it. Prob did 500mg total. Just stayed up for 2 days straight, feeling speedy, and chatty . . . but nowhere near rolling. My friends said I'm being "Too critical of my high", but I know what a roll is, and this wasn't it.

I always test my shit, so it's not that. Same brown crystals I always see and use, from the same guy.

I figure, maybe my time is up. I've heard of people losing the magic, but after being so responsible, kind of shocked by this outcome (not that 500mg is responsible, but hardly anything to the horror stories that are out there).

Felt alright until today

My friend gave me some tabs, and I'm going to a fest this weekend. I plan to roll around like 6:30pm that day, and go home at 10pm. Then when with a group of friends, may drop acid at that time with them, for the first time in my life.

Any pros or cons to doing it this way? I feel like MDMA would make my trip "easier" and I feel MDMA makes everything easier, however I'm not sure on the timing of it.

Any experience you have like this I would be greatly interested in.

However, I'm not overly committed to this if you guys think I should space things out.

Oh and one more thing. Mushrooms do NOT work on me. Trust this. I have taken them 5 times, and the last time I legit tried to OVER

And who's going up front? Cuz I am gonna get me a GOOD spot. I've been waiting for this for a long time.

The blow I've been getting is stomped to hell and back ( i had good connect with great stuff but he's not really responding these days ).

Did an ethanol wash. 190 proof. Extremely easy to do. Here's a link to what I did:

https://www.reddit.com/r/Drugs/comments/2imuuu/how_to_do_an_ethanol_wash_on_your_cocaine/

I used only 1gram, not 2.5. I used about 4-5 ml of 190 proof ethanol. After waiting for it to freeze, I sucked up the liquid. Let it sit on the stove for a while on light heat. Started to see it "recrystalizing".

The result was a hard yet somewhat "gooey" substance. I didnt want to wait for it to completely dry, and tried to cut it up. Didn't work very well as its very st