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I (M) have been dating my girlfriend "Sarah" for 9 months (we're both 19).

We were set up by my older brother and her older sister but didn't realize it until a long time after we started dating. Super cute story.

When we first officially started dating, we talked about expectations and boundaries and the such. One thing I told her is that my ex (my only girlfriend before Sarah) pressured me into kissing her and acting sexual, and that I really didn't feel like kissing or doing anything of that nature anymore, at least for a while.

She completely understood and told me that she had no rush at all either, so we were on the same page.

Well, fast forward 9 months later, I am absolutely in l

I'm just looking for something cheap that will get the job done but won't suck. I don't have any hardware for producing and I thought this would be a nice place to start to make it easier to be more creative.

I'd really like to stay under $100, but if that's all that's worth getting then I'd be okay with it.

Just thought I'd ask here to see what y'all have to say before buying a bad one.

Thanks!

I'm in love

You make me feel like an idiot.

I'm trying to get close to you,

But I'm clearly not good at it.

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You make me feel like an idiot

I'm so in love

Because you're still there for me

When I mess up.

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He had everything you could possibly want: countless wealth, endless land, and a beautiful mansion. But he also had an 18-year-old daughter, and she had not yet found a suitable husband.

To ensure that his daughter would find the right man to marry, he conducted a test. He invited every young man he could find in the area to his mansion. He ended up with about 100 young men.

He brought them all out back to his Olympic-sized pool and stood them all on one side of it, himself standing on the other side. The pool was full of water moccasins (dangerous snakes), and every young man immediately noticed and starting talking amongst themselves about how dangerous they were.

The rich politician th

Where did my dreams go?

I've been so focused on being,

That I've forgotten who to be.

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There are things I do not know,

And no amount of thinking

Will bring these thoughts to me.

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Am I who I claim?

I have standards

And qualities,

But they are not the same.

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I've been stuck hiding in the open,

Pretending that closing my eyes hides my flaws

As I add more to the pile and hope it'll be alright.

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I never end up alright.

I'm distracted,

Thoughts clouding actions,

To where I hurt who I claim I help,

And hand them the blame.

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I lost my pattern.

I was supposed to repeat things.

I cheated early on and now I have no wil

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I don't know how to tell you that you've hurt me,

Without hurting you,

I don't want to cause drama,

That's the last thing that I want to do,

But when you ask me how I'm feeling,

I really hope you understand,

That you can't push me away,

And expect me to take it like a man,

I let you know how I felt,

Because I was happier then,

Then you let my heart melt,

I bet you'll do it again,

So I won't open up as easy,

You'll have to earn that trust,

I thought you earned it before,

But I see that was a bust.

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I'm messing up my flow,

Just to capture what you said,

So I can feel a bit more tired,

As I'm sitting in my bed,

I really want to tell you,

Exactly how I feel,

Bu

The livesteam

Your expectations aren't my fault,

The same effect for you,

But it's an awful feeling,

When there's nothing I can do,

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To be your perfect person.

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I hope that I can make you smile,

When I say a simple joke,

I'm sorry if it's out of place,

But it's just the way I cope,

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Whenever my dark thoughts worsen,

Because I'll never be your perfect person.

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